Sunday Afternoons In April
The Sunday paper is piled high in little individual
Tents of newsprint as I discard each section when
I am done
Terrible news here, Society there, exotic
Travels, food, awful movies and bank robberies
Get Fuzzy comic strip over there but usually
A jagged hole where I have torn it out to put on
My refrigerator cause I love Bucky Kat so
Even when he's mean to Satchel (especially when
He's mean to Satchel) but that dumb dog is so
Sweet he makes me cry sometimes.
The ice in my iced tea is melting and watering
Down the caffeine but I love to watch the beads
Of moisture forming on the outside of my glass
Like tears
On the stereo plays Amos Lee or Leonard Cohen
P.O. D. or Vivaldi, whatever my mood
And over there in the corner waits the computer
The screen tuned in to Poet's Dream or
ProphecyintheNews or homestarrunner dot com
All sites populated by strange and wonderful
Beings that I have never met but somehow love
Outside, I hear the birds and the odd passing car
Or truck and I run outside to look at all the
Greenery and inhale the fragrance of roses and
Honeysuckle that surrounds me like the breath of
Heaven.
The cats look at me and yawn and go "Oh, it's only
you!" and go back to sleep in their little cat beds
And I envy them that they have each other and
Don't need me, except for food and y'know.....litter.
I wish I had somebody. It's so quiet here on
Sundays. So peaceful. But so lonely. And the music
And the Forums only magnify that fact
I sigh and write a poem. Maybe eight or nine
Maybe none. I write because I need to and I
Don't because there's nothing left to say.
Villanelle For Our Time Leonard reads in his
Rough and tender poet's voice and my heart aches
In time with his as I lift a rose's petal to caress
My face, momentarily distracted from the world in
Which I live with it's discarded bad news and
Melting ice
Poets should never live alone, I think and reach to
Pick the papers off the floor. It makes us crazy.
It makes us write incomprehensible sentences that
Do not rhyme and will never be understood
But such is life in April with it's storms and flowers
And Sunday afternoons so quiet with bird song
Such is life and yet, I dare to dream
And wish......for more.