Thank God I saved my last comment to Allan's blog because it never got posted!
Who closed the Comments, I wonder?
On You Tube 10/09/22023 on the Immortal News or Legacy News channel, whatever...last night
I watched and Number 8 in Celebrity Deaths came up and it was our beloved Allan C. Weisbecker! (8 is the number for New Beginnings!!! btw) I held my breath and they said this...(I quote) Allan C. Weisbecker died on October ..pause... No date, no cause of death no obituary. I was so upset. Nothing about any of this makes any sense!!!! And now we, the faithful members of his blog cannot even interact or talk to each other or share what we find out!!!! If Allan meant to go out in a cloud of MYSTERY.. (he did love his mysteries)...then he did it up right!!! This is all driving me bananas! 🙏🎯🙄🥸🙄⁉️😎🤣😉 If any of you guys are reading this....Contact me here. You don't have to have an account, post under Anonymous and just tell who you are in your comment. Please TELL me if you find out the truth about what really happened. Please!
At any rate.....here is my last comment to the blog. It's been sitting there saying Awaiting Moderation for days and then today it was GONE. I have no idea if any of you got to read it.
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October 8, 2023 at 6:52 am
Your comment is awaiting moderation.
Thanks for your words, Brett. (in reply to a very sweet comment Brett had left me)
Allan and I had several things in common, not the least of which is/was (!!!) Lyme Disease/Rocky Mtn Spotted Fever. The disease from hell as everyone who’s ever had any version of it will tell you.. It affects every part of you from the neurons in your brain to your cells, muscles, emotions, all of you. It’s a migratory thing caused by a tick bite and travels through you like, well, an RV on an interstate.
You never know when or how the pain or vertigo or nausea, etc is going to hit you. You feel like you’re losing your mind sometimes, like you just want to die sometimes. You feel all alone and helpless. Your mind goes blank sometimes and it seems like you suddenly become dyslexic. It’s hard to concentrate. (Or write or read.) People look at you and say “You look fine to me. You don’t look sick. Cheer up!” So you feel like a freak.
I, too, read between the lines with Allan's posts. I felt his heart and soul. I saw his joy in what he loved to do and share and I felt his incredible loneliness. (And I told him that, too. That I saw incredible Joy and incredible Loneliness in everything he did. And yes, I prayed for him. Until it’s proven otherwise, I will believe he died of natural causes though Lyme feels like a very un-natural thing most days. You long and cry for peace. You get very emotional. Allan had other problems too as well as a broken heart. 💔
Trying to wake people up to Truth is frustrating and takes it’s toll on your soul. (Ask me how I know.) I loved the man. Looking at the messages in my Inbox tears me up. I Do love you, Allan, wherever you are and I promise you that you will never be forgotten because for all your faults and eccentricities, lol, you are simply UNFORGETTABLE. Voo
https://bluevineyard.blogspot.com/2021/07/the-road-life-film-by-allan-c.html
https://bluevineyard.blogspot.com/2023/05/the-incredible-photography-of-allan.html
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If you were a Fan or a Friend, I hope reading this and some of the old and new blogs I made for him gives you some solace. It's the only way I know to deal with this awful loss. This VOID. As he told me about Truman Capote once...you just wanted to slap him in the face and then you wanted to hug him. lol I felt that way about Allan frequently (lol) Right now.........I just want to hug him real hard and tell him "You know you were loved, right?" 😭💖
