Thank God I saved my last comment to Allan's blog because it never got posted!
Who closed the Comments, I wonder?
On You Tube 10/09/22023 on the Immortal News or Legacy News channel, whatever...last night
I watched and Number 8 in Celebrity Deaths came up and it was our beloved Allan C. Weisbecker! (8 is the number for New Beginnings!!! btw) I held my breath and they said this...(I quote) Allan C. Weisbecker died on October ..pause... No date, no cause of death no obituary. I was so upset. Nothing about any of this makes any sense!!!! And now we, the faithful members of his blog cannot even interact or talk to each other or share what we find out!!!! If Allan meant to go out in a cloud of MYSTERY.. (he did love his mysteries)...then he did it up right!!! This is all driving me bananas! 🙏🎯🙄🥸🙄⁉️😎🤣😉 If any of you guys are reading this....Contact me here. You don't have to have an account, post under Anonymous and just tell who you are in your comment. Please TELL me if you find out the truth about what really happened. Please!
At any rate.....here is my last comment to the blog. It's been sitting there saying Awaiting Moderation for days and then today it was GONE. I have no idea if any of you got to read it.
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October 8, 2023 at 6:52 am
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Thanks for your words, Brett. (in reply to a very sweet comment Brett had left me)
Allan and I had several things in common, not the least of which is/was (!!!) Lyme Disease/Rocky Mtn Spotted Fever. The disease from hell as everyone who’s ever had any version of it will tell you.. It affects every part of you from the neurons in your brain to your cells, muscles, emotions, all of you. It’s a migratory thing caused by a tick bite and travels through you like, well, an RV on an interstate.
You never know when or how the pain or vertigo or nausea, etc is going to hit you. You feel like you’re losing your mind sometimes, like you just want to die sometimes. You feel all alone and helpless. Your mind goes blank sometimes and it seems like you suddenly become dyslexic. It’s hard to concentrate. (Or write or read.) People look at you and say “You look fine to me. You don’t look sick. Cheer up!” So you feel like a freak.
I, too, read between the lines with Allan's posts. I felt his heart and soul. I saw his joy in what he loved to do and share and I felt his incredible loneliness. (And I told him that, too. That I saw incredible Joy and incredible Loneliness in everything he did. And yes, I prayed for him. Until it’s proven otherwise, I will believe he died of natural causes though Lyme feels like a very un-natural thing most days. You long and cry for peace. You get very emotional. Allan had other problems too as well as a broken heart. 💔
Trying to wake people up to Truth is frustrating and takes it’s toll on your soul. (Ask me how I know.) I loved the man. Looking at the messages in my Inbox tears me up. I Do love you, Allan, wherever you are and I promise you that you will never be forgotten because for all your faults and eccentricities, lol, you are simply UNFORGETTABLE. Voo
https://bluevineyard.blogspot.com/2021/07/the-road-life-film-by-allan-c.html
https://bluevineyard.blogspot.com/2023/05/the-incredible-photography-of-allan.html
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If you were a Fan or a Friend, I hope reading this and some of the old and new blogs I made for him gives you some solace. It's the only way I know to deal with this awful loss. This VOID. As he told me about Truman Capote once...you just wanted to slap him in the face and then you wanted to hug him. lol I felt that way about Allan frequently (lol) Right now.........I just want to hug him real hard and tell him "You know you were loved, right?" 😭💖
THANK YOU for your beautiful comments Voo...Kindest regards from your friend Brett.
ReplyDeleteBrett! So good to see you here! I appreciate that. Merci!
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DeleteHi Voo...I recall you from Allan's blog. This is something I cannot wrap my head around.It seems like details surrounding Allan's death are being held back purposefully and or fabricated plus the timing of it all, the released facts don't add up..to me. I think foul play was likely/he was silenced because he was a threat. Truth is always a threat to those in power, age has nothing to do with it and his mind was very SHARP a rare journalist indeed.What he had been revealing publicy recently especially his hologram posts about 911 were incendiary and new..I think he was right. And what's happening now with everything ramping up including events with Israel makes me think he would be a continued threat to their program. That is my gut feeling based on the circumstances.I am going to miss his writings and his presence on the internet (great interactiive blog and the members too that's why the comments were probably closed to stifle any more discussion) ..I wish I had met him in life.One of my buddies in high school was a well known surfer and board maker in the community .I always meant to ask if he ran into him in his travels. I didn't know him personally but Allan certainly opened up my thinking and provided some needed answers , I think we all would do a service to his memory by always seeking the truth in things and I would recommend saving as much of his posts as you can...... Best John C
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DeleteI totally agree with you on all counts as to how mysterious and non forthcoming they are with the FACTS of what actually happened to our unique and brilliant friend. Nothing makes sense. I have ny own theories and thoughts on the matter but am waiting to see how things play out. Having read Allan's books and tales, we know how riveting and detailed and edge-of-your-seat his writing is/was. I've known him since 2016 and have had the chance to observe him and see how his mind works so this all sounds like something he wrote in a story. I find it hard to believe he wouldn't say goodbye or answer my last email. There was something odd going on there on his last posted blog (Sept 24) that didn't make sense. If you can get back to those now closed comments you will see my confused questions to Allan before we knew anything about anything.
That's a good idea about saving as many of his blogs as possible. There's a lot of good material there and some interesting interactions between all of us. I'd hate to see that lost. I can't save much more than I have. I don't have the ways and means, computer wise. Thanks for coming to my blog. I hated to see us all lose touch and not find some answers. Feel free to explore my blog. Lots of stuff here. Allan loved my blog and spent time here often. Share any thing you come across. Voo
I will Voo. Thanks .
DeleteHi Voo, I'm a fairly new follower of Allan's. My husband and I are both surfers and have surfed some of the places Allan visited in Baja and mainland Mexico. I ran across his blog while researching Miles Mathis. Anyway a couple of things jumped out at me regarding the nephew's post. 1. The peculiar video of Allan's van. It appeared staged. 2. That video has now disapeared, along with the nephew's Facebook account. 3. Who would have access to Allan's website to turn off the comments.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Tnayrb
Exactly!!!!! Good points! This almost is beginning to feel like a "murder mystery party" with the host waiting to see who follows the clues and solves the mystery. lol Not that I think Allan was murdered. (god, I hope not!) But being a writer myself, my mind goes to some strange and creative places.... So good to see you here, Feel free to share and explore. Especially all the blogs I've made for Allan specifically past and present. If you can ...Follow this BLOG so you can stay in the loop. I plan on following this mystery to the bitter end whatever that might be and I appreciate all the info and input I can aquire.
DeleteI don't know what's going on here but it's not allowing me to Comment or Reply to anything using my google acct name today. I have to type in my name. This has never happened before! Weird!!!
Ok it's working again! That was odd. whew!
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