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Sunday, February 16, 2025

Observance of Joy

 






Observance of Joy



I stood in the quiet of the oncoming evening
And watched her in the garden, humming
Her hands dirty with the rich, black soil
Her blue dress, stained and ripped at the hem
And I loved her so I thought my heart would burst

Flowers surrounded her, the result of many hours
Vegetables, ripe and ready to be eaten, waited
Birds were shooed away and bugs, exterminated
All the while humming that lovely, unidentifiable tune
And I loved her so I thought my heart would sing

I had walked past her on my journey home
The workaday woes heavy on my mind
The incoming, outgoing, out of proportion paperwork
Still to be dealt with, still to be paid, lying on the desk
And I had passed her without glance or second thought

As I neared the door to hearth and home, I turned
Abruptly as if an unseen hand had turned me thus
And I watched her obliviously working on my dinner
Over my shoulder, quietly, in stunned awareness
And I loved her so much I thought my heart would break.







©By Voo
July 8, 07

for Sterling

She Loves The Rain

 














Friday, February 7, 2025

The Blue Vineyard Of Voo Shining Stone: Marching For You

The Blue Vineyard Of Voo Shining Stone: Marching For You: Someday We'll All Be Free  by Donnie Hathaway Marching For You We marched because we had ...

I Dreamed I Was a Slave Girl

 

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I Dreamed I Was a Slave Girl


I dreamed I was a slave girl
Kneeling at your feet
Occasionally you glanced at me
With a smile not sour nor sweet.

I didn't know what I should do
I didn't know how to act
I tried to give my heart to you
But you just threw it back.

I learned the slave girl dances
I was schooled in slave girl charms
I was told that if I learned to please
I would soon be in your arms.

Though you barely looked upon me
And ignored my foreign face
But if I stumbled in my duties
You would put me in my place.

Each night I danced before you
As you ate your evening meal
But I never knew if you were pleased
Your heart I could not feel.

I danced in veils of silken threads
With belly bared and taut
With bells around my ankles
And wondered what you thought.

But I was never summoned
To your palace chamber door
I tried so hard to give my best
But you never asked for more.

And then one night I threw myself
Down on my bed to sleep
And swore I cared for you no more
And no more for you would weep.

I no longer tried to catch your eye
But flirted with your brothers
Dancing far away from you
And closer to the others.

I twirled my silks around them
As I danced to beating drums
They begged for my attention
And I coyly gave them some.

I fed them grapes and poured their wine
I kissed their fevered brow
I never looked your way again
But you looked my way now.

One night you reached your royal hand
Out to summon me
But I danced away out of your reach
And darted away free.

Then later when the house was quiet
I was summoned by a slave
I told him that I could not come
And no excuse I gave.

I lay all night in darkness
Wondering my fate
They told me I would surely die
If my master, did forsake.

For a fortnight I was left alone
Not knowing what you'd do
But then one night, your servant came
Saying "He has need of you."

I bathed, perfumed and oiled myself 
Dressed in my finest silk
Adorned my body in jewels that gleamed
Against skin pale as milk.

And I let myself be led away
To your rooms by candle light
And then prostrated myself before
My master there that night.

For minutes there was no sound at all
No movement nor a word
And then you said the strangest thing
That I was not sure I had heard.

You raised my face up to your face
And kissed my trembling hand
"You are a woman before me now
And I am just a man."

I didn't know what I should do
Or what words I should say
What trick is this, I wondered
What game is this you play?

I frowned at you and raised a brow
As you went down upon your knee
"My queen, I am your slave tonight
Feel free to command me."

My heart raced wild within my breast
I thought it was a dream
I didn't know if I should laugh
Or run away and scream.

 "I don't know..." I started
But you hushed me with a kiss
"So long, you've driven me mad and now
Look, it has come to this."

"And what is this?" I queried
"I've tried hard to bring delight."
"No game, sweet slave, true joy you gave
"Now, dance for me tonight."

And I knelt and contemplated
As your musicians gathered there
Waiting for my dance to start
As I trembled 'neath your stare.

Then a boldness came upon me
Like a tigress running wild
No more a timid slave girl
No more so meek and mild.

I danced for you with pleasure
I danced for you to see
How much I'd always loved you
Now I knew you wanted me.

Your eyes narrowed with your wanting,
Your body losing it's control
I danced till I was satisfied
That my soft hands held your soul.

And I fell down before you
As the night turned into dawn
And the candles all were melted wax
And the musicians all were gone.

Then I stood up and with my eyes
Commanded you to be
King, no more, Master, no more
But servant unto me.

And you let me lead you by the hand
To the bed of paradise
A slave girl who loved her master so......
But a Queen now in your eyes.




©By  Voo Shining Stone
11/15/19





Poem based upon an actual dream I had just had.
It was.....uh... well, it was....steamy. 
I hope I did it justice  👄💋💘


Friday, January 31, 2025

The Guilty Run

 














The Guilty Run


The guilty run

Out of  fear

Out of spite

Run from the sun

To the covering 

Of night


The guilty run

From the face 

Of  the truth

Seducing the innocent

While appearing

Aloof


The guilty run

From the healing

Of love

Revering the raven

Reviling

The dove


They don't know surrender

They only know

Pride

Maintaining vainglory

While

Dying inside


The guilty run

Till they cannot run more

Like oceans of anger

That will run out of shore

With enemies a-plenty

Without friends and good graces


The guilty keep running

Though nobody chases

The guilty keep running

Though nobody chases.



© by Voo Shining Stone

1/31/2025


Thursday, January 30, 2025

Sometimes The Pleasure

 




Sometimes The Pleasure



I lie to myself when I'm by myself
And the night is dark and cold
I don't want to hear the voice of fear
And the tale that can't be told.

Can you lose a thing you never owned?
Can you convince yourself that's true?
For I am convinced that I have your heart
And that I am beloved by you.

So many nights, so many fights
And what was the fighting for?
I can only remember the empty room
And the slamming of the door.

But when it is good, it is so good
Like a desert after the rain
Our hungry eyes tell us all those lies
That the pleasure is worth the pain.

And so we bear the heartbreak
And so we bow to woe
And so we kneel as our minds reel
And the wanting refuses to go.

What is it in a woman's soul
That only a man can meet?
And what is it in her wounded heart
That can knock him off his feet?

Sometimes we sit and talk all night
With candlelight and wine
Lose ourselves in love's sweetness
That by morning we can't find.

And yet, and yet, we thrust ourselves
Upon the bloody knife
That raised by your hand or by mine
Can't cut out the nameless strife.

So we walk away and run away
And go running back again
To arms of bliss and the lethal kiss
And the pleasure that's worth the pain.

Perhaps one day, we'll find a way
To eliminate what's wrong
Erase this chorus and rewrite the verses
Of this beautiful but very sad song.

Till then, we'll crave the passion
That carries us away like the tide
This love that kills and turns and heals
And binds me to your side.

There is no rhyme or reason
For this madness that we share
We take the pain that gives the pleasure
Though this sadness we must bear.

We are but fools, love, you and I
A woman and a man
Bound by things the mind can't know
And the heart alone, can understand.



©By Voo
Dec 28, 2019
11:03 p.m.

The Blue Vineyard Of Voo Shining Stone: It Won't Be Tonight

The Blue Vineyard Of Voo Shining Stone: It Won't Be Tonight: Glen Hansard put on loop It Won't Be Tonight Standing on the precipice  That steep and craggy cliff that draws my woun...

Sundays And Ironies

                                           
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   



Sundays and Ironies 
  
  
I was sitting there 
Sipping cold hot tea 
Reading yesterday's news 
In a newspaper that was barely 
Big as a handkerchief.

Outside, it was raining 
In the middle of a sun shower 
And all the unborn tulips screamed 
To shove their way up from muddy Spring graves.

My nosy neighbor (who had not yet died) 
Sloshed across the yard 
And stood in my line of vision 
Holding an arm load of soggy mail.

"Postman left it at my house." he said 
And waited while I put on my bunny shoes 
And slipped out into the morning, scowling 
For I was not a social butterfly, to say the least.

"Thank you." I muttered 
And went back into the warmth, 
Slammed the door, locked it, 
And kicked it for good measure.

I won't repeat here what I repeated then 
For all the mail was wet and opened and read 
Even the bills (and it was Sunday for pete's sakes!) 
And all my love letters from you were missing.

I threw everything in the trash 
Swallowed the last drop of tea, 
And made my way to the den 
To watch the broken t.v. that only had sound.

Same ole same ole...... 
The cat dropped down out of his hiding place 
Above my head, from the third row of classics, 
Books about travels, and my father's comics.

He gave me a glare 
Because I had shifted defensively in the chair 
And instead of my comfy chest, 
He landed on my knobby knee and the remote control.

"Serves you right!" I scolded 
"Always dropping in uninvited." 
And he gave me the look, you know the one, 
Licked my hand and then bit the hell out of my face.

The telephone didn't ring 
Most probably because I hadn't paid the bill 
And somewhere off in the distance, 
(Well, in the next room, actually) a faucet dripped.

Ah, Sundays! The day of rest and relaxation 
The day of cats and rain and cups of tea, 
Boring newspapers and nosy neighbors, 
And indescribable loneliness.............

I felt like growling 
But decided that the cat would take that 
As a call to arms and so kept my growl inside 
And pulled him to my chest and purred.

Two hours later 
A siren wailed it's way through the neighborhood, 
Down my street, and came to a stop next door 
And to my neighbor who lay sprawled on his front porch.

"What's happened?" I inquired, still holding the cat 
And peeking over the emergency crews' shoulders 
"Looks like a cardiac arrest." one said, eyeing me 
"Must have been something he read."

And then I saw the pile of white envelopes 
With Air Mail stamps on them 
Flown over from France and Spain and New Guinea 
Your letters, to me, from you, and not, him.

They were opened 
And splotched with rain, 
The ink running down precious pages 
Filled with sentences that ended in my name 
And meant only for my eyes.

"Why the dirty, low down.....!" 
And I snatched up the letters and dropped the cat 
And almost stumbled over the fallen mail thief 
As I looked into the open door of his kitchen.

There, on his untidy table 
Lay a note pad and a pen, 
A dozen more letters, 
And an envelope addressed to me.

"My Dearest Beloved....." 
The note pad read 
"I have loved you from afar 
Lo, these many, many years 
And now I must needs spill my heart."

"What the h---!" 
I exclaimed and grabbed the letter, 
Brought it up to my puzzled eyes and read 
So many things I wish I had never read.

"Your lover is a cad." he wrote 
"He does not love you and is not faithful." 
In one letter he describes his affair with a Countess, 
And in another, a pole dancer from the French Riviera."

"WWWWhaat?" I cried, disbelievingly 
"When did my William write such garbage?" 
And I tore open the letters and scanned them, shocked 
And sank down onto the grimy yellow kitchen floor.

"Lady, are you okay?" 
The medics called as they continued their job 
Of reviving an unrevivavable man 
(And for his sake, they'd better fail! I thought.)

I waved my hand in answer 
And got back to my feet, 
Sat at the table and finished reading 
The story of my pathetic, unsuspecting life.

"I have always watched out for you." 
He wrote, "And always kept the burglars away" 
"I've mowed your lawn and you never noticed, 
Fed your cat, and brought in the mail when you were gone."

("Yeah, you creep, you brought it to your house!") 
I cursed below my breath and read on 
"You are my sunshine and the joy of my life," he wrote 
And I will always, always, until my dying day, love you truly."

"But yesterday came the news that your darling cheating boy, 
Had decided it was time to settle down 
(He's probably out of money)
And was asking you to marry him
And I couldn't let that happen before I wrote to you."

Signed............ 
Signed what?! He didn't sign it! There was no signature! 
And then I realized that I didn't even know his name 
After all those years of living right next door.

"He's gone." 
The medics said quietly, their job finished 
And one of them looked at me and whispered, 
"I'm sorry."

I got to my feet 
And watched them load him into the ambulance 
As the rain began to pour harder through the pale sunshine 
And as they pulled away, I felt a strange and bitter thing.

My cat ran in the open door 
Wet, and exasperated as only cats do 
Wound himself around my ankles and sighed 
A wonderful feline sound, yet oddly human.

I gathered up all my letters 
And the letter yet unmailed, 
Looked around for strings untied and tied them, 
Turned out the lights and pulled the door closed behind me.

Halfway across the lawns 
Between his house and mine, 
I saw a red tulip pop it's head out of the ground 
As if to say, "Hello! Farewell! Auf Wiedersehen! Goodbye!" 
And I remembered that I had never planted tulips.

Running back into the shuttered house 
I found the note pad laying where I'd left it 
Took up the pen and brushed stray rain drops from my eyes 
"THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME." I wrote and ran.

Five months later 
A new man moved in next door 
I sat and watched him carrying boxes inside 
It was a sunshiny day and the lawn was ablaze with color.

It was ablaze with color 
Because I had worked all summer to make it so 
Me and the cat 
Because he, too, missed the man who had given him free milk.

"Beautiful place here." the new man spoke 
Rousing me from my reverie at the open window 
"Yes, it is." I said shyly, for he was very good looking 
"Welcome to the neighborhood."

"Thank you." He said, turning 
And I remembered. "Wait!" I cried 
And handed him a letter. "The post man left it here by mistake." 
"Hmmm." he said, taking it from my hand, puzzled
And I hoped he wouldn't notice the tears and tape.


Not married, 
Not a playboy,
Not a doctor,
A plumber.......
And that was good to know. 
  










©by Voo 
March 28, 2010 
5:06 p.m.