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Darkness Falls pt 1

ust 16, 2019









Darkness Falls


Darkness fell way before the end of day
It was like night hurried to begin
And end the reign of sun and light
Because what they wanted to do
Could only be done under the cover of night.

They say man has no control over such things
But I don't think that's true
I think man can control anything he wants to
If he just goes to the right source.

And I think we all know who controls darkness
Not the one who loves the day, no, not him
But the source of darkness that was born of himself
Born from evil thoughts that germinated in a petri dish
And sprang forth fully formed and man shaped, though he was no man.

Man was fascinated when this being came on scene
And though his resistance was momentary,
Soon, his allegiance was made and switched from the One who loved the light
And given to the One who loved the dark.

And that is our backstory to this tale
A tale that may terrify, may enthrall and may immerse
You in waters so deep and black that even the blind avoid it
Not even knowing what it is or that it's there.

If you do not like the dark, 
Perhaps you might want to leave off reading further
And make your departure now while you still can
But if you are the brave sort, then read on, by all means.

We met on April 14th at midnight at an elegant formal party
On an ancient estate high upon a hill beyond a dense dark forest
Where no bird sang nor fox ran or bear prowled
We did not know our host nor did we know why we had been invited.

We were young and foolish and careless
As only the young can be as they explore the nooks and crannies of life
Tasting this, trying that, learning of love and lust
And what the finding and the losing of both can do to one's soul.

We were beautiful, still innocent, un-jaded
 By the hands of men and lecherous hearts
We still sang in the mornings and prayed in the evenings
Before we went to beds alone and dreamed of love and wanting.

We didn't know what lay before us or we would have never gone
No, that's not quite right, we would like to think we would not have gone
But we were too heady with anticipation of the ball 
And thrilled that we'd been asked.


We were like sheep to the slaughter led by our trusting natures
Because we had not yet discovered that there was any other kind
Our mothers had taught us to be obedient to our elders, kind to strangers,
And respectful of our betters and you were a good boy and I, a good girl.

There! The scene is set! We are at the ball in the dark castle on top of the hill
We are glorious in our elegant clothes and youthful faces
We are eager to raise our champagne glasses and eat our fill of feast
And wonder whose faces are hidden underneath the intricate masks.

We think we are so mature and worldly but we don't have a clue
And when that night is over, we will pray to wake up in our own beds
And find that it has all been just a dream
We will pray that we can forget and that God will forgive.


To be continued......................









I Can't Unlove

 



You Are The Reason
violin



I Can't Unlove 


In my life, I know and I can count
Men I've loved on just one hand
There are those I like and like a lot
And a lot that I can't stand.

But there are not many I can say I've loved
With all of my little girl heart
Because I learned real young that men can be mean
So I cautiously don't allow love to start.

I have run away from and I have run to
But I don't usually stay very long
'Cause most of the loves I thought were so right
Just turned out to be very wrong.

I really don't try to play hard to get
But most guys think that I am
I've just learned to see deep inside of a man
And quickly know if he's worth a damn.

But oh, the few that I have loved
I've loved with all my soul
And I've lived to please them with all of my heart
And make their joy my goal.

There isn't anything I wouldn't do
If I loved a good, sweet man
And I I knew he loved me true right back
And I felt safe in his hands.

I would climb the highest mountain
Swim the deepest sea
I would fight for him till my dying breath
If I knew that he loved me.

That's the kind of woman that I am
And I will be for ever more
But if a man unmasked shows another face
I will show him to the door.

For life's too short and death's too long
To live without true love
And there's no time to waste on Earth
Before you fly above.

But I have learned to live alone
When no true love can be found
It's best to live alone, I think
Than in strife and stress, to drown.

I've got a heart full of poetry
And my soul is filled with romance
And my body burns to love somebody
And to dance love's sweet slow dance.

But if I cannot find the man
That feels the way I feel
I will just live on without a song
If I can't find something real.

But I know there's something real out there
Because I've loved before
And I still love them though they are gone
When those ships crashed on the shore.

I can't unlove the ones I've loved
Though there have been so few
Once I fell in love, my heart still cared
Even when love came anew.

It's just the way I am, I guess
And you must believe it's true
And even though your love has died
I cannot unlove you.

You will be a part of my woman's heart
Till to Heaven my life I'll give
And even then on that golden shore
My love for you will live.

I can count on one hand those I've loved
The sweet and the not so nice
But when I think of you, sweet man
I know I'll count you twice.






©by Voo
May 29, 2019
12:07 a.m.




You Are The Reason




Can't Unlove You

 

I'll Still Be Loving You

 

Baby, I've Been Missing You

 

Tempests

 

 Tempests



Tempests in my soul

Chained over with darkness

Like rivers raging to escape their muddy banks

Clawing their way through sand and stone to daylight.


I feel the intangibles clamor there

To breathe fresh air,

Ride on the backs of wild horses and dance on the hills

Underneath the midnight suns.


They are there and plural they be

Not one tempest, not one intangible

But many fires that blaze and burn

In a forest screaming, full of dead dreams' bones.


But I will not set them free

I will not let them become tangible

For if I do, for if I do, I will live forever in their chains

And men will see me as the thing they cannot bear.


I am like a cauldron full of fear

Stirred by life and death and dread

Long handled spoons held by black-gloved hands

Stirring, stirring, always stirring and laughing in my face.


The light at the end of the tunnel

Is some times an on-coming train

How many times I have walked into it's glare

And been torn to shreds underneath it's steely wheels.


If I do not write these lies

Are they still lies which never shall be read?

Books written far below the earth, still printed

On the minds of nightmare with the ink of darkened blood?


There are tempests here

In my heart and soul, they war

One day white, one day black, one day gray

Colorless things that wear long cloaks of confusion.


Intangible entities and ideas

Yearning to become tangible

In a hopeless world, they dream of crowns of iron

Wanting more than what one soul can give.


They burn, they burn with tongues of icy fire

Freezing souls to death in summer

And wrapped in chains as garments, you cannot run away

Unless you pull them with you as you go.


They tell me there's a lantern shining

Upon a mountain made of gold

But none can see it with human eyes

And none can find it with human hands.


But if you call from desperate depths

You may be heard, you may be heard

And relief may come in your darkest hour like falling rain

But the hands will go on stirring until your life's last breath

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©By Voo

July 20, 09

11:34 p.m.