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Wednesday, June 17, 2020

Run To Me






Run To Me


Don't run from Me but to Me
Don't go but yet draw near
Don't hide your face now from Me
Don't look on Me in fear.

Don't shout "Oh, God!" in anger
But call My name in love
Don't think I do not see you there
From where I live above.

Every day of your life is an integrity test
To see what character you build
You can't win the game by exalting your name
But only when to Me do you yield.

I have only such good thoughts about you
I have only true love for your soul
I have much success and so much I will bless
If you make serving Me your one goal.

My child, don't turn your back on Me
In this world of hate and harms
I wait to heal your aching heart
When you run into My arms.



©by Voo
Jan 13, 1998




John 10:27 | joshtinpowers | Flickr

All That We Are

SAFE ANYMORE.....a love story



Falling To Pieces



Safe Anymore


I heard someone say recently,
An actress actually, that I've always liked
Without really knowing why
But someone asked her to tell them what love is
And I held my breath
And was amazed at her answer
As tears sprang to my eyes and rolled down my cheeks.

(I've cried more in the last two months than I have in years)
But my tear reservoir seems to be inexhaustible
 And is filled to overflowing
And it doesn't take much now to break that dam in me
But what she said, after some thought, was this:
"I think love is feeling safe with someone."
And I realized that her observation 
Was so very true and so very simple
 That no one could argue or misunderstand.

And I realized that "feeling safe"
Was what made me love you and what made me feel loved
For that's what I felt until just yesterday
I felt safe, understood, cared for... and loved
In ways I've never felt before with anyone else.

Understood for the first time
 In my whole life,
Appreciated  for all the nuances
 And layers of me
The core and the complexities  
And the compartments of me.

Until you pulled the rug out from under my heart
And in the falling, my eyes flew open
And I saw that I didn't really know who you were
And that most evidently........
You didn't know me
Or understand or appreciate who I truly am
So how could you love me?

It was a revelation almost beyond the bearing,
Heartbreaking, torturous...getting slapped in the face
Murdered after being made to feel so alive
Alive in your eyes, your kiss, and your arms
In every word spoken and every line written
And I could not and do not feel alive anymore.

How can I?
Nothing is real or realistic
 Nothing clearcut or hardset or firm
Nothing is etched in stone like I thought
Nothing is tangible or without doubt, confirmed

The beauty of the bloom has faded,
The melody of our song, gone quite off key
The prose has become just long strings of words
Images once real, ghostly things I can't see.

I wonder if someday I'll forget how it was
How I felt taken for granted and alone one sad night
And to my amazement, you sent me a song
That told me you loved me and would never do that
(And I cried for hours at that gesture so sweet)
'Cause it was so beautiful, like an answer to prayer
And I felt how in tune and connected we were. 

And how just out of nowhere
In some wondrous way
When I expected it least and needed it most....
There you were on the other side of the world
Across the mountains, and the deep sea of blue
Sending a message.....with the words....... 
I see you.

You will never know how happy that made me
How cherished I felt, how safely secure
You'll never know
Because now, what can I say?
You took the joy and the sunshine away
You were my friend and my love to adore
But I no longer feel loved or safe anymore.


©By Voo Shining Stone
June 16, 2020
 6:46 p.m.







Forgive Me

Tuesday, June 16, 2020

Clara...A Must See Film!!! One of the most touching awesome things I've ever seen!!!!



You can rent it on YT or watch it on CRACKLE channel

Clara soundtrack


Girl From the North Country by Dylan


It's Time To Go Home



I just got through watching this unheard of movie on Crackle as I am lying
here trying to get better from various physical and emotional things and I was
absolutely astounded by the entire thing, from the script to the actors to the
soundtrack. I must admit that I cried through the whole movie and didn't know
why until I realized that in so many ways, this is me, my story, the story of  "the story"
I just lived through with my own Issac. I am Clara in so many ways.  You would
have to really know me and what I've been struggling with for four years to understand
that. All my life, really. But the last four years have been the most intense, debilitating,
heartbreaking, beautiful and unbearable years of my life. Which is saying a lot as my
whole life has been difficult and mostly unbearable. All I can say is...you've GOT to 
see this film!!!! It is different from what you think it is, it's unique, funny, romantic,
spiritual, moving, exciting and mind expanding. Take my word for it. And think of me as you watch it. Clara is so me.....Voo in more ways than you can imagine.  I even have the same "rock" collection!!!!Just watch it!!!