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AMAZING GRACE AGAIN POEM AND RECORDING OF ME




Voo reading Amazing Grace Again  on soundcloud.
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♥Amazing Grace Again♥


I don’t know why I come here, I think
And sit down on the bench, in the rain
Umbrella-ed people hurrying by with their lovers
Look at me like a person insane.

I don’t care, I sniff, caring a lot
And pull up my collared shawl
People with lovers are always so smug
Oh, the heck with the lot of them all!

I watch a drunk man crossing the street
Kicking an old beer can along
Cursing and fussing and fuming at God
And then he suddenly breaks out into song.

Will you look at that? I say to myself
As I watch his whiskered face
Why is it all these drunks all know
Every word of “Amazing Grace”?

A bus roars by and splatters him
And before it’s fumes are gone
He gives them the finger with both dirty hands
And then loudly goes on with his song.

My hair is plastered down on my head
And I’m sure I look a fright
But nobody seems to be watching me now
As they race to beat the fall of night.

The neon signs start flashing on
And the street lamps blink as well
I smile at the broken Oh, Hello bar sign
That appropriately flashes Oh, Hell.

I really should be getting on home
The family will be looking for me
It wouldn’t  be good to miss dinner now
Since I’ve already missed my scones and tea.

The husband will soon be coming from work
The children, from ball games and school
I really shouldn’t be in this park after dark
With the weather so wet and so cool.

Still, I sit and think some more
As the rain falls heavily down
I really like this spot of green
In the pavement gray blight of downtown.

Perhaps I’ll pop into the Bistro, I think
And have a hot cup of latte′
And maybe a roll and a nice piece of pie
Just as soon as the crowds go away.

The maids have lit the fireplaces now
And they’re setting the table, I’m sure
Tess in the kitchen is polishing some silver
And stirring up her soup du jour.

I really should be getting on home
And yet I continue to linger
I look down and see that the cold rain has washed
The diamonds right off of my finger.

No bother, I shrug, I have more diamonds at home
A chest full of jewels and pearls
Bought by past beaus and the one that I chose
When I was a beautiful girl.

Still, life can be trifling and long, I suppose
And money can’t buy happiness
Homes full of fireplaces, they still can be cold
And silver can tarnish, I guess.

I sigh and open up my purse
To take my photos out
And running my hands over them,
I hear a familiar shout.

My Lady, what are you doing here
Sitting in the rain?
Don’t you know you’ll catch your death
What’s this? Are you in pain?

And he takes my arm and lifts me up
And wipes my dripping brow
Don’t look at those pictures, they’ll just make you sad
Come, darling, come on with me now.

And I let him take my tired arm
And lead me tenderly
And off we go as twilight darkens
The whiskered drunk and me.

I’ve  found a nice box for you to sleep in tonight
He tells me with a grin
And I thank him but tell him as nice as you please
That I really can’t ask him in.

That’s alright, My Lady, he says
I’ve a duplex that’s just down the way
And here is a part of a roll that I’ve saved
That will hold you until break of day.

He smells of dirt and turpentine
He smells of death and gin
He looks an old and homeless bum
But he’s my only friend.

I close the box as best I can
And the roll is gone in three bites
The rain on the cardboard is so very loud
But this is one of my better nights.

I don’t know how I came to this
I think as the memories come
Losing my children and losing my mind
My husband and lastly, my home.

The streets are long and lonely now
The friendly faces are few
My coat is threadbare but it was nice
Back when it was new.

I pull the rags close to my chest
And will myself to sleep
Falling now into the dreams
Where love lies ever deep.

I hear a knock upon the door
And wake to find my friend
He hands me a flower and then we take a drink
And sing “Amazing Grace” again.






©By Voo
April 20, 2011
9:50 p.m.



   

PIANO, PLAY ME






             Piano,  Play Me




            Piano, play me
            With wordless tune
            Through breezeless desert
            And 'round the moon.

            Piano, play me
            On black and white
            Pale ivory chords
            That gleam in night.

            Piano, play me
            Forgotten songs
            Like footprints, written
            To guide me on.

            Oh, let me hear
            Your thunderous roar
            Your soft, sweet ebb
            Upon the shore.

            Like starlight falling
            From skies above
            Raise me up high
            To fall in love.

            Your keys have glory
            And notes of gold
            Soothe newborn tantrums
            And hearts grown old.

            How many masters
            Composed and wept
            Upon your keyboards
            While dreamers slept.

            Piano, play me
            Let me draw near
            To music's kingdom   
            Within my ear.

            Piano, play me
            Like rain falls down
            In hands of rapture
            Oh, let me drown.



          


   ©By Voo
   May 3, 09 
7:08 p.m.





Beloved by Dax Johnson


THE HOUSE THAT CHIMED MIDNIGHT










The House That Chimed Midnight


I have escaped the clock again
You know the one............
The gingerbready thing
Carved in the black forests of Germany
And copycatted by the Renoirs of Resin.

The clock
Hanging on every grandmama's wall,
In every dark wall-papered dining room,
Over the polished buffet,
Beside the Norman Rockwell pie plates
And the oval photographs of old people.

The cuckoo clock..........
My prison
The noisy condo I share with Bavarian boys
And pigtailed girls who dance in circles
And never sleep, for it is their job
To rouse me from my comas
And thrust me forth on springs to sing the hours.

Damn them with their plastic smiles!
But I have escaped
As I often do
On Monday mornings at precisely 1 till 3
Between the oom-pa-pa of the polka
And the minute hand stumbling
Over the bump on the defect on the face of the clock.

I have escaped
And here I sit on a telephone wire
Surrounded by other birds
Who stare at me suspiciously
And spread rumors that I am not alive
And that I cannot sing or fly or pick up refuse
With my beak.

But neither can they fit into the tiny hole
From which I escaped.......
So there!
I am free
I am wooden and I am mechanical
And my eyes are painted white blobs
But I am free!

And unlike them, I cannot die
No matter how I long to
No matter how sick I am
 Of Wagner and Valkyries
And German Chocolate cake.

On the other hand........
I cannot sleep out here
Insomnia haunts my every bird step,
My raven clawed nightmare,
My moment of respite in the cave of a tree
For if I close my eyes for a minute
There will be a woodpecker knocking on my door.

"Come on," he will say, "Say "Cuckoo!" for me."
"Pop outta there and make me say "Ooh" and "Aaah",
Give the kiddies a thrill and make Grandpa throw a shoe
And curse and bellow for disturbing his dreams
Come on, Cuckoo, come on, Cuckoo, come on, Cuckoo."

Damn all Woodpeckers with their obscene appetites!
I can't wait for the day when all trees are made of concrete
And all poles are made of steel
Let him peck his stupid little beak off!
Let him torment me then when his face is shredded
And his teeth are hanging by threads!
But he is the least of my worries..........

You probably don't think that a bird has hands
But in my mind, I do, and I cover my face with them
And I sigh like this:  s-s-s- i- g- h
And I think of waltzes and little Cuckoo girls
With big pretty wings and songs that are silly
And real Cuckoo eyes that look only at me.

I am an angry bird
I should have been born a dog....or a cat
Or a piece of carpet
For they don't have to do anything but lie there
While I have to pop in and out, in and out
All the damned day long!

Before I go back this time
I'm going to do what I've always wanted to do:
I'm going to sing Beatles' songs!
"Michelle, ma belle," "Yesterday,"
A few choruses of "I Wanna Hold Your Haannaanndd."
And end it with "The Long and Winding Road."
You know the one......that leads me back to the clock.

Look at them staring at me!
Lined up for miles on every live wire in the county!
Watch that, will you?
They're selling popcorn now and filming me for YouTube!
"Why don't you fly north for the winter?" I shout.......
"Like maybe, Siberia!"
Stupid real-life birds!!  Who needs 'em?
I am too noble for this crap.

I begin my solo
Mentally thumbing through the songbook
That someone left on Grandmama's buffet years ago
The one I perused every time I popped out of the clock
And memorized and recognized
When the songs came on the radio.

My fowl audience is silent, expectant,
Not a feather stirring, not a peck from a beak
I raise my voice to soar above the traffic....
"Cuckoo-ka-choo....I am the Walrus!"
And the birdbrains erupt in laughter, sneering and jeering.

Someone throws a tomato
Wounded, I bravely try again
"I am the Walrus; I am the Cuckoo...
I am the........."
Aww, the hell with it!








    
©by Voo
(For Poet Man
On the occasion of his birthday, Dec 03)
written on
Nov 30, 09
6:15 p.m.







Dancing To A Slow Death









Incredible song that they are dancing to.....
In Line by Robert Skoros




Dancing To a Slow Death



Darkness falls
And with it........
The hunger
The longing for a soft caress,
A tender touch, a hard embrace,
Building to a violent need
And release of what’s inside.

You watch me
From the shadows.........
Breathing
Still as wind that does not blow
And rain that does not fall
Waiting like a cat with prey
Playing with it’s dinner.

And I, with my defenses down
On full alert.......
Dance in the mirror
In candle’s glow
And summer’s rising heat
Pretending I am quite alone
But knowing you are there.

In silks, I twirl
My body......
Like a breeze
Move my hands in beckoning
And my feet in silent pleas
The music swells and I can feel
Your dark eyes touch my skin.

Beyond the room
In midnight’s garden.....
Behind the trees and shining moon,
Your black hair laying 
Upon your shoulders,
Your black eyes glowing,
And tasting me.

I turn at your whisper
And there you are.....
In the doorway like a dream that comes
Before the break of dawn
Clad in black from head to toe
With white touches at your throat
And the sight of you makes me weak.

“Don’t fall yet.” you say
And catch me..........
In arms of steel
“The night is young and so are you,
And the sun is fast asleep.”
And you hold me till I catch my breath
Then you take it away again.

Wetting my mouth with wine
I drink............
Knowing that wine can’t satisfy
The thirst I have, have always had
Since I laid my eyes on you,
Since I put my hands on you,
Since I gave myself to you.

The music commands
And we obey.........
My arms round your shoulders
Your arms round my waist
The room awash in shades of gold,
Like the flickering fire
That’s building between us.

I know you will leave me
Before the sun rises........ 
As you always have
And you always will
But for now, in your eyes
Is all I’ll ever need, is all I’ll ever want
And the sunlight be damned.

Midnight passes
And we stand still as stone.......
Drown in the yearning, die in desire
Lifting my face, I wait for your kiss
Burning with hunger that can never be quenched
The shadows of night put their soft arms around us
And to the music of passion, we slow dance again.




©By Voo
Sept 15, 10
12:32 a.m.