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Sunday, July 31, 2022

The Evanescence of Love In The Year 2020

 



The Evanescence of Love
 In The Year 2020


Ethereal, though it was
In every way
Every day, it became
More and more eternal in it's scope
Everlasting, as it were
Even to the eyes of everyone else.

I admit, in terms of eternity
Few things last, most expire
In the exhalation of a breath
Or the exploration of the unknown
Everything but true love
Especially true love
Whatever that might be in terms of explanation.

But I saw in your expressive eyes
The ephemeral asking to become more permanent,
More tangible, more set in stone,
More inexhaustible and undeniable
And I stopped where I stood
And pondered upon the matter, expressed by your eyes
Yet unspoken by your mouth.

But upon the taking of my lips by yours,
All doubt fled away
And in your eager embrace
I found an earnestness and existence I had not known
But had extensively sought all my days.

The clouds eavesdropped upon us
And the sun smiled effervescently
Dropping sunshine like raindrops
On our enchanted faces
As love enveloped us, enclosed us, in it's arms.

And thus, we existed in this happy place,
This eloquent place, this place of elation,
Electric kisses and unexpected bliss
Looking forward to the expanding horizons
That predicted and predicated no earthly ending.

But alas! The unforseen arose
With storm filled skies and thunder in the air
And things that had been solid before
Seemed liquid now
Seemed to be inconstant and indefinable
No longer eternal but temporal.

For even the Earth is a temporary thing
If you think about it
Volcanoes and earthquakes can burn it to ash
And crush it to dust
Bodies can die and spirits, vacate.

But oh, the shock of losing love!
Having something seemingly solid
Turn back to ethereal wishes of the mind, 
No longer even ephemeral......
But merely evanescent, fleeting,
Like the glimpse of a rainbow in the mist
And the extinguishing of a dream
In the blink of an eye

Evanescent.









My Immortal by Evanescence
violib cover by Lindsay Stirling


©By  Voo Shining Stone
Aug 21, 2020
11 p.m.

You Don't Know What Love Is


 

You Don't Know What Love Is


You don't know what pain is

Till your heart's been sliced in two

You don't know what tears are

Till it's turned your brown eyes blue


You don't know how rain stings

Till it's rained inside your heart

You don't know how wholeness feels

Till your soul's been ripped apart.


You don't know, will never know

How my love cries out to you

You, who left me easily

And never loved me true.


You don't know the sunshine

For you never liked the day

You only liked the midnight

When your love came out to play


Look at me. Look at me, boy!

See the heartbreak in my eyes

See the longings I still have for you

Though you only gave me lies


If I could hear just one sweet word

It would mend my heart, I think

But our love was like the Titanic

Doomed, destined to sink


You look at me and wink your eye

Like it's all a silly game

You say you miss me and mentally thumb

Your black book for my number and name


"Oh, sweet girl!" you say and give me a whirl

In the rain on the street by the tree

Where our lips first touched and I loved you so much

When you carved that big heart there for me


And I think of the day when like school children at play

We yelled "She's my love and I am just his!"!

But to a scoundrel you turned and my heart crashed and burned

Realizing that you don't know what love is.


©by Voo Shining Stone

1/2021

Dark Corridor





Dark Corridor



Walking down the long dark corridor

That is my life

So pitch black I can barely see

My past, let alone my future

I feel my way along the walls

Touch the crooked framed photographs

Hanging there, attempt to straighten them

And then stop; the effort is too much.


Where is that famous corner

I’ve heard so much about?

The one that everything wonderful

Is just around? The one you’re never

Supposed to give up on because

Just around that proverbial corner

It’s always Christmas and the presents

Are already unwrapped.


I’ve never found that corner

And I’ve almost stopped looking

I’m so used now to stumbling in the dark

Feeling my way along these walls

Touching the scant happy memories

Spaced apart like seasons, always askew

Always off, like the segments in a dream

That you want to hold onto after waking.


Once, a light tore it’s way through unexpectedly

And it almost blinded me

I don’t know where it came from

I’ve never known where it came from

And to this day I cherish the gift of it

Even though it was soon taken away

And the darkness seemed even darker then

Than it had before.


The light had been love

And the love had been light

And it had shone on me and lit me from within

And made me beautiful

For the short time that I stood there in it’s glow

Then it faded away and left me with these pictures

Framed memories, really, that I can no longer see

But only feel as I make my way haltingly

Down the corridor that is my life.


©by  Voo
July 31, 07
midnight

The Man That You Are




The Man That You Are


I don't know how to tell you this
Or even how to start
My mind is telling me to stop
So I'll listen to my heart.

You inserted yourself into my life
In a quiet, friendly way
Encouraging me to think more of myself
And adding some cheer to my day.

I didn't quite know what to think of you
You were different from all other men
So encouraging and kind with a deep profound mind
Looking forward and not where you'd been.

You seemed to be a wise man
And loyal, sweet and true
You broke down my walls of  dark mistrust
And became my own "Guru."

But though I know you by your spirit
Mysterious you have remained
And I have come to this conclusion
That life minus you would just not be the same.

With you, I became my truest self
And not the woman I portray
To friends and family and fans
And passers-by throughout my day.

With you, I let my heart run free
Let down my hair and bare my soul
My wild and crazy, loving heart
That you make me feel is made of gold.

I like the me you saw in me
Unlike the me I always felt
Was inferior and nothing special
And doomed to play the cards life dealt.

I've seen your face a thousand times
On internet and laptop screens
That little "Mona Lisa" smile
That haunts me even in my dreams.

And I've done things with you in dreams
That I haven't done as yet for real
 Because you've taught me to let go
And go with what I want to feel.

I've been so shut off from the world
From life in general and from myself
Compartmentalized all parts of me
Till I didn't know what parts were left.

You took a frightened little girl
Who hid in books and poems and prose
And brought the woman out in me
That blossomed like your red, red rose.

And though I may not ever see
You near me as you dwell so far
I want to tell you here and now
That I love you for the man you are.

And the man you are is wonderful
And the man you are is great
And the man you are is heaven-sent
And so worth a long, long wait.

I don't know how I know you
I just know I've always known
And that when I first looked in your eyes
My heart felt it was home.

I know I shouldn't tell you this
I think you'll be quite caught off guard
But I have to tell you how I feel
Which for me, is very hard.

But I hope you take these words to heart
And know you are my shining star
And where ever you go in this life, you'll know
That I really do love the man that you are.





©by Voo
February 13, 2019
10:53 p.m.