midnight
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Saturday, October 24, 2020
Sometimes At Midnight
But We Don't Say Goodbye
Alone In The Dark
Alone In The DarkAlone in the dark, tonight I standA lost and lonely, broken manSeeking for a hand to holdSeeking a mending of my soul.I turn that way and I turn thisYearning for a devouring kissCraving for a sweet caressTo calm the storming in my chest.It hurts, the wounding that I feelWhen my eyes saw love was not realJust an illusion, a butterflyA glimpse in the corner of my eye.That touched me with a smile so fairAnd left me bewildered, standing thereNot knowing right, not knowing wrongBut hearing snippets of your song.The song, I know, you wrote for meBeneath the weeping willow treeWhen our eyes met and our hearts cloveAnd my soul knew I'd found my love.And I held to that lovely prizeThat I thought lived there in your eyesBut, alas, that gift was not to beWhen you took that love away from me.And here I stand in the dark aloneStill not accepting that you're goneNot accepting the pain or the cut of the liesThat ripped me to ribbons with the cold of your eyes.I stand here alone in the dark by myselfWondering if there is any love leftBut all I feel are teardrops rolling down off my faceAnd of your beautiful love song, I hear only a trace.And the sound of your laughter in the cold midnight breezeEver the temptress, ever the teaseYou don't know what love is, you don't have a clueHow to love me in earnest but you know I love you.So I wait in the cold as the snow's falling downAnd it molds to my form and I freeze to the groundJust a sad frozen sight, a heartbroken snow manWith his eyes full of tears, and his bare outstretched hands.Reaching to you who cannot reach for meLooking for you who will not look at meLiving and loving but loving unknownCrying and dying in the dark all alone.©by Voo Shining StoneOct 23, 2020
On The Wind
On The Wind
I left some words out on the wind
A whispered prayer, and said "amen"
I spoke into my hands and sighed
And then released them to the sky.
I saw your face there in the moon
For just a moment and none too soon
All day I'd hungered for your smile
To come and warm me for awhile.
I heard the voices in the trees
I felt the soft, sweet touch of breeze
It touched my hair, it touched my cheek
I was so moved, I couldn't speak.
Leaning back upon my door
My heart was full but needed more
The day was done, the night was long
My ears were longing for your song.
Do you not see? Do you not know?
My heart's with you wherever you go
A hundred lifetimes, a hundred ages
You're written here on my life's pages.
How my soul yearns, my body burns
Do you not feel me? Do you discern?
I need to hold you. I need to say
The words to make you come and stay.
Morning comes with rain and still I stand
Holding lonely in my hand
My words are out there flying free
Listen, my love. Can't you hear me?
12:52 a.m.
Friday, October 23, 2020
Sweet Baby
"Sweet Baby"
"You want to be my sweet baby?"
You asked shyly
And I hung my head
And nodded
Because I was shy, too
And that was how it started,
How it began
With me and you
Slowly and shyly
And oh, so sweetly.
When I feel sad or down
I think of that day
When you called me "Sweet baby"
For the first time
And I always smile.
For I had waited for ever
For someone to notice me
And talk to me
And learn how sweet I could be.
For someone to walk with me
And hold my hand
And look into my eyes
Like they could see into my soul.
But everyone just passed me by
Like I was invisible
And never said a word
And every day I just got lonelier
And lonelier.
Till I saw you
Standing there alone yourself
Looking like you didn't have nothing
And nobody
And no where to go.
And I waited and waited
And I prayed and prayed
That you would look my way
But you never did
So I took matters into my own hands.
I marched right over
To where you were leaning against the store
And I went right up to you
Like I had good sense
And I said, "Hello."
And you jumped out of your skin
And said, "Who, me?"
And I said, "I don't see nobody else here."
And you stood there very quietly
For about five very long minutes.
"I'm sorry." you finally said
"But I've been watching you every day
Since I moved to this town
And I thought you were the prettiest girl
I had ever seen in my life!"
"I can't believe you're speaking to me
Or that you even knew I was alive
So I guess it scared me too death
When you came over and said hello
'Cause I was just standing here dreaming."
And that is how I learned that boys
Are strange but then so are girls
For we have no idea that anyone feels
The way we do or dreams the dreams we do
Because we are too afraid to ask.
And we became inseparable
From that day to this
And we walked and we talked
And we learned all about one another
And found out how much we were alike.
Then one day you had to go out of town
For the summer
And you didn't want to go and I didn't want you to
And we stood there at the bus station
With tears in our eyes like big ole babies.
That's when you called me your sweet baby
And I told you I would wait for you
And write you every day if you wanted me to
And that I would miss you with all my heart
And you gave me that necklace with the heart on it.
That was the longest three months of my life
And I know it was hard for you too
But sometimes it's good to be apart
Because then you learn just how much
You love somebody.
My mama teased me all summer
And asked me why I was moping around
"Over that lil ole boy"
And telling me I needed to take off that necklace
At least when I took a bath.
But I wouldn't do it and I wouldn't let go of it
I held onto it with all my soul
And I was holding onto it when you came back home
But what I didn't know was that you had left a boy
And you stepped off that old bus, a man.
"How's my sweet baby?" you called
And pulled me into your arms
Like somebody drowning holds onto a life raft
And I hung my head and said, "I'm fine"
"Just fine."
Then in a renewed burst of courage I grabbed you
And gave you the biggest kiss that anybody had ever
Gotten in the history of kissing
And the gawkers and shoppers let out shocked gasps
But I didn't care and I kissed you again.
And I turned around
And my mama was standing there by the car
And I thought she was gonna kill me
Or ground me for a hundred years
But she had the most amazed expression on her face
And to my ever lasting surprise she just looked at me
And she said, "You go, girl."
©by Voo
Jan 16, 2019
3:49 a.m.