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Monday, June 10, 2019

WARRIORS OF THE WAY EPISODE 5


WARRIORS OF THE WAY
EPISODE FIVE

STRANGER'S STEW







     A roar of thunder woke me from my slumber, not a slumber really, but more an exit from consciousness. I stirred, disoriented and unsure of anything only to find myself in yet another strange location. This time I was bundled up in blankets lying under a makeshift arbor of skins and branches and almost totally surrounded by odd looking but sturdy trees, wide of trunk with smooth bark that seemed to put forth a kind of pale light. I stretched my arms and touched the top of the tent, yawning like an infant, quietly as I could muster but loud enough to catch the attention of my companion.

 The man with sky-colored eyes was arranging logs and branches at the edge of the camp while keeping one eye on the fire and one eye on the rumbling skies. A pot of something delicious bubbled noisily over the fire and reminded my stomach that I had not yet partaken of food this day. My strength had not yet totally returned but I felt refreshed and if not in full, in part, restored to my sanity and well-being. Somewhere deep inside of me I kept wishfully thinking that the events of the last two days had not been real, could not be real and that soon I would wake up from a deep and feverish sleep and life would go on as always.

    As if reading my mind, the man looked in my direction and smiled "Oh, it's real, make no mistake about that." And when I reacted, he smiled again and said, "I know you must be hungry. Let us eat while the fire is still with us. The skies are desperate to release their furies and the rain will water down my famous stew." "Famous, eh?" I queried and shook my hair and tried to straighten my disheveled clothing. I threw back the blankets to find the night air chilly and full of the scent of rain.

 "Dost thou always carry strangers away without their permission?" The man was silent as he filled two bowls with stew and made his way to where I lay. With a teasing trace of smile he murmured as he handed me the food, "Tis hard to make a dead man walk." I nodded and tasted a spoonful of food, finding it indeed to my liking but hot, very hot. "Oh!" I cried as the stew seared my tongue and the man laughed and handed me a flask of water. "A thousand pardons, I beg thee. I should have warned you of it's warmth. It has been cooking for hours as I watched thee.... wander in thy...restlessness."

I looked at him to discern what he might mean but as I looked into his eyes, I could only see his eyes and forgot my reason for looking. "Oh." I said again and cooled my next spoonful before the bite. Then, "I am grateful, I am sure. For thy kindness...and the food....and the..watching....and..and the carrying." Rebuking myself, I concentrated upon the bowl of stew and my stomach rumbled happily.

     Finishing, I remembered the previous day's resolve and tried to make my face appear stern and indifferent. "Thou art a very strange man. How is it that I find myself in thy company? Art thou a Symbelon?" (meaning demon man of the house of Fallon.) The man chuckled and gathered up the bowls and stood to his feet. He thought for a moment and then scowled down at my fierce upturned face. "I might be. I very well might be. You cannot tell. And neither will I." And went away laughing.

     A peal of thunder broke across the sky and lightning, jagged and bright and close, lit up the camp and exposed the hidden recesses that enclosed us. There were many tall gray boulders around the area on the far side of the fire and near one of them I saw a beautiful silver horse in fancy garb eating his supper of grass. He raised his regal head at the flash of lightning and neighed a warning to the man. Then he disappeared behind the boulder where I assumed a shelter waited for him.
                                
 The sight of him made my heart ache for my Starshine and I lay back in the dark and steeled myself against remembering. I could not allow myself to wallow in self-pity if I were to become the warrior I had resolved to be. I must remain hard and detached, emotionless and mindful of the mission. I could not lose sight of that most of all, no matter what the losses or the heartache. Feeling stronger after the meal, I tried to remember everything I could, though memories were showing themselves only in tiny portions in my mind.

 Something shining.....glittering like diamonds...there..at the edge of my thoughts. What was it? When? The sensation of being taken away into a marvelous place against my will but unable to stop my feet from going forward. A door.....big as a mountain and beckoning....the handle fitting into my small hand as naturally as....what? What was it? Part of a dream? And what lay behind that gigantic door?

    The straining to remember made my headache and I brushed the images away as the first cold drops of rain began to fall. In moments the fire went out and the camp became dark except for the pale glow from the strange trees. The heavens opened up then and rained down on us in the raging strength of nature's glory. The night became alive. The arbor in which I lay was high up off the ground on a kind of rocky shelf and protected from the flow of water that rushed across the low-lying camp in torrents of icy silver. The horse called again and seemed to answer himself in his own tongue. "Odd." I thought and snuggled underneath the warm skins and blankets in my hiding place. I loved storms but was thankful that I was not lying in it's fury at my camp near the brook. The willow trees would not have provided the good shelter I had here. It was the perfect encampment when I thought of it. I felt safe and secure and well protected. But that was not of my own doing, I thought. That was because of the man. 

    Almost at the same moment that I thought of him, he rushed up to the shelter and threw himself over me and snuggled his wet body underneath the coverlets. I was amazed! "W..what dost thou think thou art doing?" I exclaimed and withdrew from him as far as the bunk would allow. I had not thought this out, surely, I said to myself and drew the blankets away from him and up to my chin in protest. "Not here! Thou cannot stay here this night!" I shouted above the din of thunder. He dried his long wet hair with the corner of a blanket and paid me no mind. Removing his weaponry, he placed them at his feet and pulled the blankets back to distribute them evenly.

 Then he looked at me in mild amusement. "And where wouldst thou have me stay, my Lady? This is my bed and shelter, thank you very much! And you are my guest. Here at my invitation. And it is the only place available...except for Redemption's haven. What would you have me do?" I did not know. I could only sputter in protest while coming up with no answer. Where else could he go? This was the only safe place from the storm. Perhaps it would soon end and he could go back to his campfire. I would be patient. And watchful. 

     I made a sort of dam between us with the blanket and lay back warily pretending that there was no man lying there beside me in the dark. I would sleep no more this day, I was certain. "Don't be afraid, little one." he whispered after a time, "I will not harm you. I know you find yourself in disagreeable and awkward company but this is something that you will live through in honor as you have survived many disagreeable things. Sleep well and good night." And with that, he turned his back and pulled the coverlet up to his ears and left me alone in my quandary. After many minutes, I relaxed enough to stretch out in comfort and let go of my trepidation. But for a very long time I could only lay there at the edge of my bed watching the storm and wondering how I came to find myself in this situation. I could only wonder.

 The sound of the man's soft breathing let me know that he was sleeping and I turned and looked at his back in the pale glow and how his dark hair curled up when it was damp. I put out a timid finger and touched a tendril and curled it around my hand. I felt like a naughty little girl. I laughed under my breath at my bravery and moved to unwind the curl when a low voice said hardly above a whisper, "You must not touch me while I sleep. I am not a plaything. And you are not a child."






Continued in Episode Six

https://bluevineyard.blogspot.com/2017/04/warriors-of-way-episode-six-night.html



NEED YOUR LOVE SO BAD



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Need Your Love So Bad


She's sitting at the bar alone
Her hand around a glass
Looking like a movie star
With elegance and class.

She doesn't see me watching
Or if she does, ignores
My hungry stare at her lips, her hair
And wanting to see more.

That red dress fits her contours
Like she was poured in it
Those legs, they take my breath away
And give my loins a fit.

I finish off my white wine
And order something else
That white wine isn't cutting it
So keep it on the shelf.

Bring me some good Crown Royal
Maybe a Sloe Gin Fizz
I've to get my courage up
I've got to finish this.

Look at all that long black hair
Look at those big brown eyes
Look at those luscious sweet red lips
And at those creamy thighs.

I didn't know when I walked in
This little bar tonight
That I would lose my heart and soul
To that girl that shines so bright.

She shifts around now in her seat
And quickly looks around
The band is gearing up to play
That smokey bluesy sound.

I down my drink, get to my feet
And saunter toward the bar
But other soldiers beat me there
Like they're engaged in war.

She looks at them with discerning eyes
And smiles a smile so sweet
Nods at one fine sharp dressed man
And gets then to her feet.

I watch her as she walks with him
Up to the dim dance floor
And they engage in a dance so hot
It melts that barroom floor.

I can't believe my loveless eyes
As I move back to my chair
I had no chance to have that dance
What was I doing there?

Look at the way she moves her hips
How she tosses her hair around
How she licks her lips and her fingertips
On his back, run up and down.

He tries to make a move on her
As his hands slide down her back
Down to her hips and she parts her lips
And stops him in his tracks.

"Uh-uh!" she says  and points her finger
Into his startled face
And no matter what he tries to do
She puts him in his place.

I am so pleased at what I see
And I hide my face and smile
I  like the way she handles him
I like her sense and style.

I wonder if she'll do the same
To me if I get fresh
i wonder if I'll get a turn
And who will be her next.

But it's not me, that much is sure
So i settle back to learn
What i might use to turn her head
And make that sweet thing burn.

My body turns to traitor
And soon i lose control
All night i watch her dancing there
While i seek to reach my goal.

She walks by me back to the back
And I want so much to follow
But I can't move my frozen feet
Or lift my glass to swallow.

Her perfume fills my nostrils
With a fragrance  oh, so rare
And I breathe her in deep in my lungs
As her perfume lingers there.

I pay the band to play my song
Perhaps they'll dedicate
It just to her from the man in black
And I can hardly wait.

My heart beats like a school boy's
My chance, it comes at last
They dedicate the song to her
And I hear her gasp.

She turns to look in my direction
And I raise my glass and wink
And she looks away like i wasn't there
And my poor heart starts to sink.

I need your love so bad, girl
The blues man sings it loud
Give it up! he growls at her
With approval from the crowd.

And I sit in hope and fear of failure
Looking at that frame so fine
Wishing i could win her heart
Wishing she was mine.

She flirts with some tall rich tycoon
She laughs a silky laugh
She lets him kiss her lovely throat
And my heart tears in half.

I cannot stand the torture
I cannot stand the fear
I wonder how i'll walk away
And why I came in here.

That goddess is out of my league
What made me think I'd win
She is the kind that can take her time
And her pick of all the men.

I'm just a no one, no one needs
I have not much to give
But how i'd love to have her be
The reason that I live.

i watch her slip off her red shoes
And rub her tender feet
She sighs a sigh that makes me cry
Hell, even her sigh is sweet!

I'd love to have her in my arms
My car, my room, my bed
I'd kiss her from her dancing toes
To the top of her sexy head.

I'd pour my love out on that girl
I'd make her feel so nice
But who am I fooling, that girl won't even
Look at this mad man twice!

I pay my tab and get to my feet
I won't allow myself to look
For I know the crowd is hovering there
And reading her like a book.

I feel so lonely and defeated
As I stumble to the door
Walk out into the cold night air
Not caring any more.

I find my car in the parking lot
The old one bent and blue
And my eyes behold a sight that i
Cannot believe is true.

She's leaning there upon the car
As plain as plain can be
And she says, No, I will not come with you
But you're going home with me.

i pinch myself to see if I'm dead 
I don't believe the state I'm in
She leads me round my car and opens
The door to a Mercedes Benz.

We drive up in the movie star hills
Up to a steel gray gate
It opens with her secret code
And man, I feel so great.

She kisses me upon the lips
And pulls me to her arms
And I give in to sex and sin
Fall victim to her charms.

You're the man for me, she whispers low
I've prayed to God above
To send me someone just like you
Man, I've got to have your love.

And the blues song fills the cold night air
As cold champagne fills my cup
And I reach to take my fill of her....
And, oh damn, then I wake up!!!!



©by the very bad Voo
June 9, 2019
2:58 p.m.



Sunday, June 9, 2019

Warriors of The Way Episode 2





WARRIORS OF THE WAY


EPISODE TWO

THE DARK SIDE


          I don't know how long I lay there resting my head on my dead horse. I had fallen asleep and gone tumbling down into a mindless, restless realm populated by running horses and children, golden vipers and strange men in white hooded robes. I awoke to find the world still there and Starshine, a lifeless form with no sign of his equine spirit and wisdom. I was totally disheartened. I lay aside all of the equipment that he had carried for us and pondered what pieces I could carry myself and discarded the rest. I could see no way to bury my faithful friend outside of digging his grave with my bare hands and I had no strength for that. I formulated a plan to cover him with stones and began the task to do that, a long and tedious chore that took many hours.

 As I looked for stones and carried them, I let myself go to places I should not have gone to in my mind but nevertheless, I could not stop the going. I had experienced many things in my life: death and life, illness and miracle, joy and hope delayed. But being strong of spirit and sure of my calling, I had endured and grown stronger with each setback. I was my Father's daughter. I was independent but totally devoted to him and to doing his will. My course had been set at birth and I had never deviated from that course except during the long months of my sickness. And even that had been ordained to ensure the quietness of my youthful spirit and the teaching of my soul and mind that could not have been achieved had I been awake and well.


     But this! This, I could not bear. I had been promised that Starshine would be with me until I did not need him and I could not imagine a future in which that day would occur. He had always been there. His face would appear at my window every morning when I awoke as a child. He would call and laugh his almost human laugh and I would fling myself up and over his neck still in my nightclothes and off we would fly through the courtyard until my Father's servants would scold us into stopping.


 The chickens would screech and scatter, fruit baskets would overturn and children would scream in laughter and cheer us on. Those were my earliest memories and my happiest times. Having no brothers or sisters and never having known my mother, Starshine had been my closest companion. And now he was dead. Murdered. By a creature not of this world. That much was certain. 

Having journeyed throughout the land for many years, I had seen and known and touched and experienced almost everything that the wild world had to offer and in no place and time had I ever seen a viper such as the one that had struck down my horse. The thought of the thing made the blood boil in my veins, made my hands turn into fists, made my heart give way to hate. The thing my Father had warned me about.Hate. The one thing that could destroy love, he said. Never hate, he warned me. Love only and live peacefully with all things, if that be possible. And having said that, he trained me in every type of warfare and fighting mode and skilled me with sword and bow and dagger and cunning strategy. 

     But now all his teaching dissolved in me as I explored this new emotion and let it turn me in it's tide. As I covered the still form in a mound of stones and hid it with branches, I wondered what I might do now that I had no one to talk to and no one to help me bear the burdens. Until this day, I had ever looked forward to tomorrow and hardly known a confusion or misdirection or loss of insight. My life now seemed like a blank slate, cleared of all mission and purpose.



 I completed the task of hiding Starshine's body and picked up the items I thought most needed and started down the hill, refusing to look back. For the first time in my life, I could not connect with Starshine's thoughts in my mind and I could not feel his spirit walking with me. He was gone and I was abandoned and that's all I knew. 

                                      
     




    I walked for miles until I came to a brook flowing with crystal waters and shaded by willow trees and gray boulders and hanging full of berries and strange fruit. I had no appetite but drank gratefully of the water and lay exhausted upon the soft grass staring into the changing sky, my face darkening with sun and anger. Then I began to question. And I began to twist within my mind all of the promises that had been made to me and I began to doubt. And with the doubt, I began to lose all sense of direction and with that, last of all, I began to lose hope.







continued in Episode 3


Tuesday, June 4, 2019

PEOPLE MADE OF LOVE






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People Made of Love


I sit here waiting for the man that I love
The stars are shining in the night skies above
The moon is hanging just over the hill
And all of the world is silent and still.

My love throbs inside me like the beat of a drum
Waiting for him and the moment to come
When my eyes fall upon him and his eyes meet mine
And he kisses my mouth with his own, sweet as wine.

These are moments I cherish
These are moments of bliss
His dark eyes full of passion,
His mouth burning kiss.

I will wait for his shadow to fall upon me
I will wait for his eyes to acknowledge and see
I will wait for his hunger as hungry as mine
To make it's need known, to show me it's sign.

And there in the darkness when the whole world is still
I will give myself to him, I will bend to his will
I will stand there before him with my candle and spark
And we'll love like before and we'll dance in the dark.

He's a phantom and ghost
He's a thief in the night
He's a mythical man
That only lives in my sight.

I conjured him up one night in my mind
And I created him from my own special design
And I loved him to life with my need and my want
And gave him my heart to dwell in and haunt.

And he lives there in shadow, a spectre and myth
The man that I long for and want to be with
Just a thought in my brain that I breathed into form
That took on flesh and blood with no need to be born.

They might say I am mad
And they may rightly think so
But the man that I made out of love
Doesn't know.

He's as real as I am
And I will always be
But what only I know
Is that my lover made me.

He made me of dreams and wishes and wants
And gave me his own heart to dwell in and haunt
And we met in the darkness when the full moon was bright
And we clung to each other and we danced in the night.

And when morning had come with it's bright yellow sun
The night fled away and we two turned to run
For we couldn't exist in the exposure of day
And we held hands there tightly as we faded away.

 But we met soon again
When the white moon was full
And the forces of wanting
With their pleasure and pull.

Drew us back to the yearning
And to love's glowing spark
To take form out of shadow
And to dance in the dark.

I don't know if forever is a word meant for us
We who don't know of breathing or heart beat or pulse
We are creatures of dreams, substantial enough
To take form for short moments
Though we're made out of love.

People made out of love
And magic and dream
Not made like mere mortals
Who are just what they seem.

We are haunting and haunted
And we know of none else
I am created by him
And he sprang from myself.

And now I sit here waiting for the man that I love
Again to appear with the full moon above
The passing of time is a blade that cuts sharp
For people like us that exist in the dark.

We didn't learn how to hold back the time
I just wanted his love and he wanted mine
So we conjured and created but something went wrong
And our moments are magic but they do not last long.

Perhaps one day we'll learn that trick
From magicians who are much more clever
And my love and I can live and love
And dance here in the dark forever........................





©by Voo
June 3, 2019
10:56 p.m.