Calling Your Name

Calling Your Name

(I stood alone calling your name

The clouds hid the sunlight and made way for the rain

Your name echoed back off the hills unto me

And my sad lonely shadow was all I could see.)

I'd sought you all of my life

Since I was but a child

I knew you were out there in the world

Somewhere in the wild.

For my dreams gave me glimpses

That my eyes couldn't see

And I knew that you existed

And were looking for me.

But my life took it's turns

Just as all lives, they do

And it distanced and detoured me

From the finding of you.

I met other lovers

I married and left

Two lovers who broke me

And left me bereft.

And I gave up on love

I gave up on life

For who needs a love

That's imprisoned in strife?

But my dreams never left me

They stayed buried, asleep

Laying stagnant and hidden

In my heart, oh, so deep.

And one day to my surprise

To my shock and my awe

My dreams were revived

By the face that I saw.

And the face was your face

A face I had known

In a dream, in a place

In a world of our own.

Where we walked hand in hand

As we walked through the world

Watching ages pass by us

As our dream lives unfurled.

Oh, and we were so happy

To just be we two

For I knew you loved me

And how much I loved you.

And I was your love
And you were my sweet boy
And our days and our nights
Were filled with pure joy.

But what we didn't know

Till much passage of time

That only in that dream world

Could you really be mine.

Till the Fates co-conspired

With the Heavenly plan

And allowed this sad woman

To once again find that man.

We had always had hope

That someday, and somehow

Our two dreams would collide

In the here and the now.

And they did in the last place

That we ever had thought

Stumbling there upon the one thing

That we always had sought.

What a mystery and joy!

What a sweetness divine

For my heart still was yours

And your heart was still mine.

And our souls meshed together

And our bodies belonged

Just as sure as a melody

With the words of a song.

But what cruel turn of fate

Like the changing of weather

Once again we are parted

And cannot be together.

And I call out your name

Like a prayer on the wind

Wondering how long it will be

Till I'm with you again.

For even a dream 

Will eventually die

And the reflection of your face

Will fade from my eye.

But my heart won't forget

When I take my last breath

That it loves you with a love

That is stronger than death.

 I'm calling your name again now

My sweet boy, my dear

Hoping this time you'll answer

And say Yes love, I'm here.

©By Voo

Oct 7, 2019

12:16 a.m.

Sychronicity

Time After Time
Eva Cassidy

Synchronicity

One day in summer some years ago

I opened up my eyes

And saw that things were not what they seemed

To my wondering great surprise

I saw all things connected

I saw all things belonged

I saw all things were calibrated

And not made to work alone

The deja vus I'd always had

Were lanterns on the path

Showing me that my life could be

A product of divine math

Showing me that where I stood

Was where I was supposed to be

I began to see things others did not

Nor did they want to see

I saw the connections in all things

The flower, the bee, the bird

The sky, the sea, in you and me

Heard things I'd never heard

I saw that Time was a linear thing

That led unto an end

Events were planned to help the man

Finish tasks that God would send

Geometry in everything

Formulas to find

Ways to mend the broken things

Like the vase, the heart, the mind

Doors would open, doors would close

And old things would become new

I'd walk the same trail every day

Seeing falsity and true

And every day things appeared the same

Though in subtle ways they changed

And only opened eyes could see

That they'd been rearranged

I walked and talked, yet felt alone

Here in this world of blue

Until the day time did it's thing

And choreographed a dance with you

You'd always been there, I'd always been here

Though our paths had never crossed

And if the timing had been one minute off

Think of what we would have lost.

The golden mean* of our desire

Was our destined ground to meet

And yet our choices led us here

With God guiding our straying feet

It all works just like clockwork

When you find the rhythm's pulse

And you find the place where you belong

And do not the math, convulse 

Choices have their consequence

And destiny, it's sway

But it's up to us to open the door

That sends us on our way

I see syn-chronic measures

I feel syn-chronic beats

In life and limb, in her, in him

As they perform syn-chronic feats

And every synchronicity*

And every turn of the key

Every gear that runs the clock

Moves the now to history

And while the Time is linear

And we may not see, it's true

The past, the present, the future days

Are all one from God's eye view

And it's in His plan and in His hand

And yet in ours to make

A life worthwhile to share and love

If we'll just stay awake

It all works together

Like webs of silver threads

That can be seen by spirit sight

Not with eyes placed in our heads

I saw these things some time ago

But didn't know till now

That time could swerve within God's curve

And change my life somehow

Even though the plan was set

Even though it's cast

You found me in my present

Still residing in my past.

And time goes by so quickly now
Not like before I knew
For now I pray for one more day
To spend just loving you.

©by Voo

January 31, 2019

9:26 a.m.

Fibonacci spiral in everything

****

 From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia. In ancient Greek philosophy, 

especially that of Aristotle,

 the golden mean or golden middle

 way is the desirable middle between two extremes, one of excess 

and the other of deficiency.

****

• Synchronicity, the experience of two or more events that are 
• apparently causally unrelated or
•  unlikely to occur together
•  by chance, yet are experienced as occurring together in a 
• meaningful manner****

In orbital mechanics involving more than one body of mass the 

Golden Ratio is important 

as the most irrational number.

 This number keeps the universe from colliding into black holes and

 is thus very important to nature.

Lay Me Down To Dream

The Dove'
by Brian Crain

Lay Me Down to Dream

Lay me down to dream, I said

And looked deep into your eyes

I am so tired and weary now

I need some lullabies.

Lay me down to dream, my love

My days have been so long

I need to rest upon your chest

I need to hear your song.

Lay me down to dream, I plead

My dreams have flown away

I cannot think or recall them

I don't know how to make them stay. 

But there within your gentle hands

And in your tender touch

Is every dream I've ever had

And all I love so much.

Pull me close there in your arms

And think of what I've said

Then when I'm calm, then lay your hands

Upon my weary head.

And transfer every dream in you

That you can give or spare

And send me to that land of dreams

Where I can meet you there.

I do not know the way, my love

I can't find it on my own

Bestow on me that precious gift

Known to yourself, alone.

I've traveled many miles, you know

On a recent treacherous route

And found myself in perilous places

With no one to lead me out.

But there were angels and there was you

And the good Lord up above

And He blessed me with a road map back

And a light made out of love.

And I've come back from darkest dark

With a new mission, it does seem

But I need you now to sing me to sleep

And lay me down to dream.

©by Voo

June 8, 2019

7:47 a.m.

Watching You

Can't Help Falling




Watching You


Watching you walk down the stairs
My glad heart skips a beat

I pick you out of every crowd
On every crowded street

I see you in the moonlight
And every ray of sun

The night wind whispers your blessed name
And the birds sing, "He's the one"

I feel your sweetness in every smile
I see your face in dreams

I taste your kiss in every raindrop
See your image in every stream

You're with me everywhere I go
Even when I go to sleep

Your memory reaches up your arms
And pulls me down so deep

Till you're in every part of me
And I'm in your every part

I'll love you more each passing day
Till there's no room left in my heart.


‘By Voo
August 18, 2019
2:40 a.m.

Running Away With You

Play both @same time


sea sounds




Running Away With You


I set out on the sea of love
One dark and daunting night
I only wanted to find my love
And kiss and hold him tight.

I didn't know the way to go
To bring him back to me
I only knew that he was there
Across the salty sea.

I sent him letters by mermaids
By dolphins and by birds
But I don't know if he received
Or read a single word.

I wrote him ballads in my heart
And sang them to the sky
But I don't know if he heard my songs
Or my solemn, saddened cry.

So I packed my little boat
And set out on the sea
Trusting angels to help me find
That love so far from me.

And when I find my dear one
I tell you what I'll do
I'll tell him the "next time you run away"
I'm running away with you!

©by Voo
Oct 7, 2019

 

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