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The Dream Came True
The Dream Came True
Many years ago, I had a dream
And the dream came true yesterday
I stood where I am standing now
And I heard my sad heart say:
I never dreamed I'd see this day
Of this departure, I couldn't conceive
I thought this man would live forever
And I could not believe.
I saw him lying where he lays now
I saw his brown eyes closed
He's playing one of his pranks, I thought
That's what I then supposed.
But he never opened his eyes again
At least, not on this earthly plane
But in Heaven, he lifted up his eyes
And in wonder, smiled again.
He saw his parents waiting there
His son, sister and his brother
And Jesus holding out his arms to him
And my father and my mother.
They knew him and they welcomed him
Though in life here on this earth
That day never came, much to my shame
For in him, they saw no worth.
But for him, I gave up my whole life
And all I'd ever known
Gave up my family and friends
To make his heart my home.
And life was hard and I knew heartbreak
But there was a lot of joy
With that man who was old enough to be my dad
But in his heart, still just a boy.
He had his little sayings,
His eccentricities to boot
His eyes would light up when you walked in
And he'd yell, "Wahoot!"
He had his goofy stories,
His ways that drove you mad
He told his kids that he was a "toad"
And they'd laugh and say, Oh, Dad!"
He had his faults and failings
Of those things, we're all aware
But we never thought the day would come
When that man would not be there.
I remember when I had the dream
Those long long years ago
I woke in tears, overcome by fears
And prayed to God in woe.
I called my friends and pastors
To tell me what it meant
For I knew that dream was prophetic
And from whom that dream was sent.
And days went by and still I cried
And held my fearful breath
Till I went to a church where a woman was praying
And she said, "I see a death."
"But it's not a normal death," said she
As in this world where death is rife
For I see that man come out of that coffin
And be raised up in new life!"
"When he comes up, he'll not be the same
Sister, try to understand
When his old nature is put to death
He'll be a brand new man!"
And, oh, the joy that flooded me!
To this day, praise I still give
To the Lord who'd heard my every prayer
And gave him more time to live.
And I have no doubt, he worked it out
And laid down his pride somehow
Surrendered himself to the King of Kings
And that he is with Him now.
It's the end of an era, a friend told me
When he heard that Robert had passed
And I knew exactly what he meant
And that the time had come at last.
But this time, I am not afraid for him
But glad to know he's gone
From this place of pain, and fears and tears
Up to Paradise, his home.
I want to remember him as he was
Not the victim of tragedy's knife
But a man who seemed to stand ten feet tall
And who was larger than life.
I know we'll miss him now he's gone
And count each day and hour and minute
Till we see him again, but this world will never
Be the same without him in it.
©by Voo
June 15, 2019
2:42 p.m.
Give Me A Name
Give Me A Name
It gets dark now at dawn
The old ones say the world has died
But just hasn't laid down to sleep yet
I don't know about that
But I know that everything just feels wrong.
I found me a diamond yesterday
Laying in the midnight sun
Down in the creek bed big as my fist
Fishes swimming all around it
Like they were protecting it for me.
My grandfather started singing a song
But got too choked up to finish
And he handed me his drum
And said "I'm giving you this song
I can't sing it anymore."
So I caught my pony
And we ran over thirty two miles of red dirt
Dark clouds passing over our heads like birds
Laughing, trying to hold onto childhood
And singing my grandfather's song.
If I grow up, I want to be...I want to be a human
A being made of ground
And breath breathed by the Creator
Not one of the clay people who walk around
With hollow eyes and empty souls.
My brother's like that
He was human before he went away to war
But he came back hollow and soul-less
With broken eyes and no sound to his laughter
I don't think he's in there anymore.
My father hasn't spoken in thirteen years
Not since the day I was born
Not once has he smiled at me or touched my hair
My mother said he wanted a boy to replace my brother
But I came into the world in a feminine form.
I hear the old ones sometimes
They whisper to me in the woods
And down by the river when I'm fishing
Sometimes we sing together in the native tongue
And they make me forget that I'm a nameless child.
There are no children here, only me
And what I know, I've taught myself
We live so far away from civilization
I'm not sure what country we are in
Or what planet we live on.
When my grandmother lay dying
She gave me her beads and her wedding dress
Made of fine, soft skins made by her mother
And she said, "Daughter, don't let yourself die."
And I promised I wouldn't but I'm not sure, I'm not sure.
I wish I lived in the days of the warriors
And teepees and buffaloes and sharp arrowheads
Not this faded gray world and this tar papered shack
On this plot of dead earth
Where hope no longer grows.
If I grow up....if I become a woman
I think I might try to run away from here
I'll take my pony, for I can see the longing, too, in his eyes
And we'll walk until we can see the sun still shining in the morning
There among the humans.... if we find any.
And I'll give my diamond
To the man who will give me a name.
Teach Me To Love
Teach Me To Love
I know a lot about a lot of things
And a bit about a few
But all I really want to know
Is how to find a love that's true.
I'm very highly educated
And most definitely well read
But all I want is to get in my heart
What's always been in my head.
They say I am a pretty girl
And intelligent and fun
So why can't I with all my gifts
Find my one and only one?
I don't think that I am all that shy
Nor am I all that bold
But I'd do anything to find
True love before I'm old.
'Cause life without the song of love
Is just not life at all
There is no reason to have a voice
If no one hears you call.
I see so many couples
Walking hand in hand
Happy women smiling at
Their happy smiling man.
But love just passes by my heart
Like I'm not even there
As lovers lie and make me cry
And prove that they don't care.
I do not know what I do wrong
Or what love wants of me
There's something there that I can't hear
And something I can't see.
Maybe love wants no part of me
And maybe love I'll never find
But if I had a teacher to teach me to love
Maybe I could make it mine.
It's worth a shot, what have I got
To lose but a broken heart?
I've got to stop this giving up
Before I even start.
I've got so much inside of me
To give to someone else
I've saved up love all of my life
But lived loveless and bereft.
I know I could make someone happy
And I would treat them right
So I'm here to sign up for your course
Can you teach me tonight?
I'll be a willing student
For you know of love's sweet charms
And I'm here to learn how to make love come
And hold it in my arms.
I've got a home here in my heart
For love to live and stay
And I'll gladly give it to the one
Who won't throw that love away.
I Wanna Know What Love Is
©By Voo
July 7, 2019
7:14 p.m.
Teach Me Tonight
by Dinah Washington
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