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Tuesday, April 13, 2021

My Star That Fell Out Of Heaven a poem my friend wrote

 





My Star That Fell Out Of Heaven



Searching skies all of my life
And hopelessly in vain
I ached to find that shining star
To make me shine again.

I looked above, I looked below

I looked with all my soul
And never did I find the one
That proved to be my goal.

Until I saw your shining eyes

Your warm glow like the sun
I looked into those dark brown eyes
And knew you were the one.

My heart just fell down at your feet

Like a knight before a queen
And drowned in your magnificence
Like none I'd ever seen.

I could not grasp reality

For I'd thrown my dreams away
But every dream I'd ever had
Became reality that day.

I felt a foolish school boy

There in your presence dear
Stumbling over my own two feet
Whenever you came near.

I tried to think of words to say

To make you feel my joy
To show you I was strong and true
And not just a lovesick boy.

And then you let me touch your hand

Look deep into your eyes
And I saw all that I'd dreamed of
Much to my surprise.

Looking back into my eyes

With yearning of your own
You put my hand upon your heart
And my heart found it's home.

I don't know what I ever did

To deserve someone like you
But if you give this man the chance
I'll prove myself to you.

I'll make you happy the rest of my life

Each cycle of twenty-four/seven
I don't need to search the dark skies anymore
I've got my own star that fell out of Heaven.





To my beautiful  Star Girl 

By Nicholas John Trevnor
July 14, 2019




We Became Strangers

 


 We Became Strangers



If I knew the reasons

I wouldn't be writing this poem
I'd be writing love songs
And publishing them up in a tome

If I knew the wherefores

I'd be fixing them all everyday
If I knew the whys
I'd know how to make your love stay

If I knew the answers

I'd lock all the questions up tight
If I saw this day coming
I'd chain the day up in the night

But I never saw it

And I never questioned your whys
Nor conceded your wherefores
Nor answered your questions with lies

But the day is now here

And I'm watching my life walk away
And I'm begging inside
But my lips have no words left to say

I thought we were lovers

And lovers forever till death
But all of your love died
As you exhaled that love out in your breath

It is my fault, I know that now

Just like I knew it when
You asked me to be true to you
And not look at other men

But I was greedy and I was wrong

And I gave my love away
For I was lonely and I needed you
And you were always away

Then in the process of our lives

Our hearts gave up and cried
And all the sweetness of our love
Just laid down and it died

And now we're strangers just as surely

As though we'd never met
Even though our hearts still feel
And our hearts can't forget

You turn and wave and I wave back

As tears roll down my face
You board the plane and fly away
And leave a lonely place

It's cold here in our empty bed

It's cold inside of me
Why couldn't we learn as we went
Why couldn't our eyes see?

It is too late, it's just too late

I whisper to myself
We've used up all the love we had
And there is no love left

I lie and cry and hate myself

I hate what I've become
I wish I'd had more time with you
To make this house a home

But you are gone now far away

Away from heartache's dangers
And I am here to think about
How lovers became strangers

If only I......I cry out loud

Had heard when your heart would sing
But I never listened and then it stopped
And you took off your ring

Now it's too late, you've lost your song

You'll find some other ears
And she will love you like I could not
While I drown in my tears

In my confusion and my grief

I do not hear the clock
I do not hear a car door slam
I do not hear the knock

And you are there in my doorway

You've set off the alarms
But I don't care for up I fly 
And you take me in your arms

I can't leave you, you say to me

For what would this world be
If you were not here in my life
What good would living be?

My love, my love, I say to you

I pray forgive my sin
And forgive mine you say to me
And we fall in love again

This time we'll do things differently

We vow to one another
And I hear your heart sing out to me
As two strangers become new lovers

Oh, love it is a precious thing

Guard it night and day
Don't let it cry and fade and die
And don't let it walk away

Who knows if it will dare return

To the place it felt alone
Who knows if it will see it's truth
And find it's way back home


©by Voo

January 30, 2019
4:58 a.m.




Coming Towards Me

COMING TOWARDS ME a mythical love story I just created



Debris
by Blue October

start now






Coming Towards Me


I feel you coming towards me
Like a tidal wave at midnight
Like a waterfall at daybreak
Like a hurricane
In the middle of a desert
Washing away my fears
Giving me fresh tears
But tears of joy and light.

Your face is a vision to my eyes
Your smile like the sun on a distant planet
Your hands reaching
Teaching me to reach back
And gather you to my soul
Your touch is like fire
 Fire that burns but never burns up
Like a miracle
And a magician's illusion
That is more real than real.

My eyes see you
Even when they're closed
Even when they're blinded
By shooting stars
And flashes of would-be stars
That appear on my horizon
To steal my heart away
From the only one it loves.

I am weak, this is true
And human and flesh
And always hungry for feeling
Passion rules me
And kills me
And drives me away and toward
At the same time
Away from and toward you
And your cleansing rain
And my devouring flame.

I am me, woman that I am
And yours, man that you are
Wanting more than anyone can give
And giving more than anyone
Can take
A flame within an ocean,
An ocean that burns
With liquid fire
That can never be quenched
Till it be quenched in dust of death.

Feel that breeze caress your skin
That is me
Feel that kiss leave sweetness
Upon your lips..........
That is me
Feel that heat that envelopes 
Your cooling heart
That is me loving you
Loving you, loving you
Like a song is loved by a singer
And a masterpiece, by it's painter.

And when you have loved me again
And I have dissolved like debris in water
Every ash and atom of me
Will still love you, still need you,
Still call your name
To the four winds
Still wait for you to pull me back together
And mend my broken wings
So I can once more fly
At your command.

I don't know if I love you
More than need you, 
More than want you, 
More than crave you
Like a magic potion
Made especially for me by the medicine man
Who looked into my soul
And knew what I needed
More than I did
And conjured you up 
Out of bits of broken hearts
And raindrops.

Every night with you
I go embarking on a vision quest
To find myself
And finding myself in you
A man made of magic
And lust so pure
It is too sacred to be spoken of
Above a whisper in hallowed halls.

Inside you,
There is a heaven and a hell
And a journey to be made
To the center of a heart
As big as the universe
And as warm as candles
Forming a circle in the sand
For us to dance within
Where no music is needed
But is given to us by tongues of angels
And played on harps of gold.

You step out of the ocean
Mythical and ethereal
Cooled and bathed 
By the small white hands of waves
Lapping against your flesh like the kisses
Of mermaids
Thereby refreshed by Poseidon
And released by waters
Centuries old.

You stop and look around you
Looking for me
The woman of fire and desire
That waits on the shore
Waiting for you to need me yet again
Under another star filled night
In a magic circle of light
Our eyes meet
And lock with keys of longing
As our mouths form smiles
And taste kisses
That have not yet been kissed.

And you are coming towards me
And I am waiting like a woman
Who obeys
Who waits for permission to speak
Who looks for a nod of your head to approach
And I let you think I will yet wait again
But I do not. Not tonight.

Throwing my white robes to the wind
I step outside the circle
Bare as a baby, newborn
And on sand as soft as silk
I make my way to you
Dancing like a feather in a storm
And then I run
As your body pulls me to you like a magnet
I cannot resist nor do I want to
And you are coming towards me
As I come to you
You, the tidal wave and me, the burning fire
And we embrace again, as always
In liquid flame.


©by Voo
March 23, 2019
4:38 p.m.











 partly inspired by the song up top
by Justin of Blue October
The story wrote itself while I listened
to the song



 

Monday, April 12, 2021

TRUST

 TRUST

most beautiful melody
I ever heard

Trust song given by the Spirit
sung by Voo


The light I give you....don't hide it....share it and it will grow..
Use Your Gifts......................
Don't keep them hidden.......
My light in you will cover the Earth.............
Follow the Light...............always
and it will lead you to the secret city....your heavenly home....
That only those full of my light may see manifested..........
You need only to trust in my words..............
And BELIEVE.................to enter in..............

Thank you for trusting Me, welcome home!


My Kingdom I'll provide you.....
When you give the highest form of praise.....your trust.

Words to the Song

Come children, dance before me
Come worship and adore me
Come lay your lives before me
In the highest form of praise.

Come sing me hallelujah
And I'll give blessings to ya
Overtake and pursue you
When you give the highest form of praise.

Come let me live inside you
Direct you, teach and guide you
My kingdom I'll provide you
When you give the highest form of praise.

What is this thing you ask Me?
What do you tell and task me?
Your TRUST is all I'm asking......
That's the highest form of praise.

Your Trust is all I'm asking
That's the highest form of Praise.


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And when I asked Him exactly what He meant
He said, If you know someone trusts you with all their
heart, don't you feel highly praised by that knowledge?
If a little child trusts you to always be there and take
care of them and you know that, do you need any other praise
from them to make you feel loved?
No, Trust is the highest form of praise
Absolute trust in Me as your Father is all the praise I need
from you and all I ask.

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