SEDUCTION IN PALE GLOW
APPARITION RIVER
DON'T LET THEM TAKE YOU TO ROOM 101
I AM THE CROW
STORM ON A NEVER ENDING NIGHT
I just met the love of my life,
My dream man, my knight in shining armor,
My hero
The most gorgeous man in the history of mankind.
He's everything a girl could ever want
Cute and funny, sexy and intense,
Silly and sober, talented and generous
To a fault.
He can fix any car,
A broken t.v.
A coffee pot, a computer,
A broken heart.
He's got a smile that lights up the world
Eyes you could fall into for days
A kiss that would melt steel,
An embrace that makes you feel safe in any conflict.
He loves me. He adores me.
He thinks I hung the moon
He has perfect diction, grammar, etiquette
And even uses apostrophes in their proper places!
He loves words and their origins
He doesn't waste time using foul language
Making himself look low class
He holds himself like the prince he is.
When I lie in his arms, I feel like I'm in Heaven
When he's away from me, I feel like I want to cry
When he says he loves me, I know he means it
When he says nothing, I still feel his heart.
It's not fair!. It's so unfair!
A man like that with so much to give
I want to spend my whole life with him
But I just found out he's got three weeks to live.
©By Voo
10/10/2020
The Man In Black And The Woman
Who Was Not There
He stood there melting into the shadows
Clothed in black leather
With a long black coat shielding him against the cold
Cold he did not feel.
His icy breath meeting the chill of the air
Made shapes and shadows that hung there,
Danced there until he exhaled again
But he barely noticed.
He had eyes only for the woman, Zayanna
She of the long crow black hair
And deep and darkened eyes like bottomless pools
Daring all to fall into them.
He had spotted her exiting the opera house
That frosty winter's night
Hurrying to her carriage, then stopping to look around
As though she sensed his eyes on her.
For a moment, he thought she saw him
Backing into the darkness like a child, afraid
But he was not afraid, he only wanted her to see him
At a time of his choosing.
Looking behind her once more in puzzlement
She ducked into the black carriage
Her dark eyes and creamy skin hidden from him once more
As she was carried off into the night, her perfume trailing on the wind.
Waiting until all the opera goers had departed,
Jionn slipped from his hiding spot and walked in the carriage ruts
Cut into the snow and followed her scent to the shut gates
Of a vast and forbidding castle with dark forests looming behind it.
He quickly scaled the stone walls
And glided across the manicured lawns like an eagle,
Making no sound though his long dead heart pounded like a drum
In his broad and all too human chest.
He watched as candles lit her way upstairs
Carried by servants who bid her goodnight
And made their way back downstairs
To leave her alone in her chambers now alive with candlelight.
Standing outside on the balcony now,
He watched her remove her exquisite gown and jewelry,
Remove the pins and combs from her hair
Letting it fall down her back in shining waves.
How he longed to run his hands through that hair!
Lift it to his nostrils and smell the perfume of it,
Bury his face in it and relive memories from long ago
When love still touched him like oases in the desert.
But he dared not tonight
He wanted her to want him, come to him
Of her own free will, not a frightened captive
Who denied him the love he sought out of terror.
He would wait. And observe.
And come to know her in his time
For time was his in abundance as ages passed
And passed in a merciless and unbearable loneliness.
The man in black made the first of his return visits
On a night that rang with thunder
And gleamed with lightning bolts
A night wholly alive with rain and chill and unfulfilled desire.
He stood on her balcony watching through a tiny slit of curtain
A lone candelabra stood on a table by her bed
As she reclined and read from a heavy book of poetry
Stopping on occasion to wipe away a tear.
How he wanted to catch her tears and taste them upon his fingers!
Kiss them from her cheeks and see her smile for joy
He longed to know why she wept and why she spent so much time alone
Rarely dancing with her glittering friends in the ballrooms of the rich.
She was, like him, a solitary creature
Preferring the books of a well stocked library
And dreaming of things that few might understand
Though on the rare night, they each made their way
Out into the streets of the city.
She had many admirers and would-be beaus,
Princes of royalty and bearers of titles
But they seemed to be of no interest to her
For she soon tired of them and kept searching
For what he knew not.
There was that evening when they had almost met
That night at the symphony and later at the ball
Given by Lord Something-or-Other where he had kept his distance
Staying in the shadows of the over-crowded room and watching.
She melted the ice around his heart that night!
Glowing in an ivory colored gown and slippers to match
Her hair piled high on her head with curls cascading down her back
Framing the face that rivaled the beauty of the lavish roses
Filling the halls.
Several times he had to slip outside and contain himself
For he so wanted to ask her to dance and take her in his arms
The sight of her, the scent of her filled his senses and drove him mad!
And then he would remember who he was...what he was...and pull back.
For Jionn was no ordinary man, no mere mortal by any means
Some might say he was no man at all but he knew who he was
And that he still had the same needs and desires of other men
Perhaps more so, for he had had more time to accumulate them.
He was hungry. Ravenous.
His body burned with need, his heart, almost to bursting with wanting
So long without a hand to hold, a body to embrace, a mouth to kiss
And he knew in that moment that no other mouth would do but hers.
He watched her dance, swirling and twirling around the floor
In the arms of men that would never deserve her, never know her love
Men who looked at her like thirsting men might worship water
Or starving men might gaze upon a feast disbelieving it was real.
He sneered inwardly at them yet at the same time envied them their fortune
To hold that voluptuous and fascinating form in their arms!
To hear the music of her laughter and see her head thrown back
And be close enough to kiss that throat! It was unbearable!
He tried to stay away. For a fortnight, he succeeded
And then again he flew to her balcony and watched her as she slept
The snow had come again and covered the land with it's magic
Every ugly thing had been made beautiful
Even the cemeteries full of bones.
He watched her through the lace curtains on the balcony doors
Her face, soft in the moonlight, her throat displayed and begging to be kissed
He felt the pulse in his veins go wild, the rush of ancient blood call out
He fell to his knees in the snow and grasped his hands together till they bled.
Suddenly, she was there at the curtains! Pulling them back and peering out
He dared not move, letting her think he was something the snow had given shape to
She stood there looking up at the moon, not at him
And he could hear the heart beating in her breast.
She turned to go and the wind blew up the lapels of the long black coat
And she gasped and rushed back to the glass doors
To see what had caught her eye
But he was gone, hidden from her sight in the cloak of darkness
His unusual eyes gleaming hungrily in the night.
Zayanna was not a woman easy to know
She kept herself in isolation for the most part
Knowing that the secret she bore
Would surely make the strongest of mortals
Flee from her presence and worse, much worse.
She dared not tell her closest friends,
(If true friends she'd ever had)
For who could understand, accept and receive that hard truth
But scorn it, hate it, despise it and seek to wipe it from memory?
On the morning of the day before her twenty-first birthday
She had been taken aside by her caretakers,
The old women who had always been there
The only family she had ever known.............
And told a great and terrible secret.
At first, in shock, she denied the news
With everything in her
And locked herself in her chambers, refusing food and water
And shutting her ears to the old women's entreaties.
It was too much! Simply too much to bear or believe
"My dear." the two said patiently outside her barricaded door
"Let us in. We have much to tell you before tomorrow. Before it is too late."
But she went out upon the balcony and let them talk to her unlistening door.
As evening fell, she went back inside and prepared for bed
Her stomach rumbled hungrily but she ignored it
A steady rain began to fall but she left the balcony doors open
And lay in her white sleeping gown and let the rain blow in, chilling her.
There came a loud knock upon her door and she jumped, startled
And hid her face underneath the covers
"Zayanna, sweet girl, let us in! It is imperative that you hear us!
You must know what you will face tomorrow when it comes!"
"Go away!" she shouted, "I don't believe you! Why must you tell me these lies?"
But they were no lies at all but a terrifying and awful truth
That she had come to know and accept in the days, months and years to come
Because she had no choice. No choice at all.
And so she lived in relative isolation there in the many roomed castle
With only the old women for companions and their trusted servants
They took very good care of her for they loved her like a daughter
And tried very diligently to make her misfortune easier to bear.
But it was a half life, a life of waiting for the next time,
The next horrible visit, the next giving over of her will
To that of a detested creature for it's own use
If there was a way to break the spell, she did not know it
But feverishly read every secret book, every ancient scroll...
Searching for an answer.
On the morning of her twenty-first birthday,
She lay in bed, having not slept, staring out of the opened glass doors
And watched the sun come up
It was the thirtieth of December, cold and wintry and promising snow
But when the sun did come up, it did not shine
But cast a dark shadow upon her face.
The two women, her "Aunties" she called them,
Had long since retired and left her alone
Having pleaded with her for hours to let them prepare her
For the inevitable but she did not listen
She denied them at every turn and closed her ears and heart
Feeling somehow that denial gave her safety. But it did not.
Mid morning, she crept to the door and peeked out quietly
There was a tray of food and milk waiting there
And a letter telling her how very much the "Aunties" loved her
But as she took the tray inside, she heard them weeping
As though their hearts would break.
Toward evening she lay the book of poetry aside, sat up in bed and listened
The house seemed supernaturally quiet as if holding it's breath
Nothing had happened and she was sure that nothing would
She relaxed, let down her guard and smiled at the terrible joke
That had been played upon her.
Falling asleep, she thought, "I'm twenty-one now. I'm a woman, fully grown
And tomorrow I will begin a new life. I will travel. I will find love. I will live."
She fell into dreams that were happy and bright with expectation, good dreams
But as the hours passed, the dreams became nightmares
And worse than that: true.
A thunder clap roused her and as her eyes flew open, she saw that it was dark
Scanning the room, she witnessed the last bit of candle wax
Give way from it's wick and drop
She threw back the warm covers and put her feet to the cold floor
And then she heard it: A whisper.
A voice that did not sound human and yet, how could that be?
A dark form filled the closed glass doors and pushed them open
As a bolt of lightning struck nearby
She saw something horrible that she could not comprehend and cried out
The form entered the room and the room became even darker
Then the thing spoke..........
"Shhh, Zayanna, be quiet. I have waited for this day for twenty-one years and now it is here."
Zayanna ran for the bedroom door but the door would not budge
"Come here!" the thing said. "Don't fight me. You have no choice. You are mine.
For all my years of sacrificing and waiting in the darkness, you are my prize and I will have you!"
And the thing came closer and closer......
And molded it's terrible form to hers, into hers, and she was gone.
...perhaps to be continued in another space and time.......